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Since hydrocodone was making me throw up anywhere from 4 to 6 hours after taking it, I went with Aleve and Tylenol for my pains, but my docs said not to take those and I got a new med today, oxycodone. It was in me for two hours and then brought half the pizza I ate for dinner out rather forcefully. I had a lot of clean up to do around the toilet, but it could have been worse. I literally had just gotten out of the bath tub and was half dressed. I hope the next thing to try isn't morphine.
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The Fast Eddie Ragnarok Train just keeps chugging on... :rockon:
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And God Bless. |
I had no idea that my thirteen hour clinic day would include a total of nine blood draws.
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Hang tough my man, you're awesome.
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I feel drained, beaten, abused, and weak. I have to go back tomorrow at 8 am, too. I'm so dehydrated that my piss is almost orange.
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Dang Ed, that's a lot of juice. Hope there is some gatorade in your near future.
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If all else fails, ask your doc about codine, tramadol or bupenophrine. Those are lower level scheduled narcs. |
Hang tough, buddy. We're all pulling for you!
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Gitte is one of my favorite bartenders at Café Frandsen in Løkken. Danish girls are so hot!
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Your skin might be very itchy if your liver is releasing extra bile into your body. Did your doctor mention how the skin will be itchy with liver cancer? :hmmm: |
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What a terrible Sunday I had. I had pains all through my abdomen and colon all day, threw up my Cheerios shortly after eating them, and had a whopping two whole eggs to eat today. I could hardly even drink fluids. And the kicker, my liver is malfunctioning. When your poo comes out chalky grey like caulk, it's not a good thing. I feel weak, too, and like I got into a fight and didn't land one punch, but the other guy sure did.
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Sorry, Ed. Thinking of you, buddy.
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Still praying for you buddy!
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I'm with Dagnabit, praying...
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**** man. Stay strong.
Damn it. I haven't been feeling very good the last few days but I need to get off the pity party and go to work. You're the man Ed. Keep fighting. Don't be a pussy like Buehler445 |
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You're in my prayers, Ed.
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Sorry about that rough day/night Ed. Keep your outlook positive, that really does help.
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Renewed prayers for you today. Keep up the fight against the brutal bastard.
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I've hit a snag with my treatment. It was supposed to actually begin today, Tuesday, but yesterday, my blood test revealed an extremely high bilirubin count, which usually means a blockage in the liver or gall bladder. After I got home Monday, I took a pain pill and within 15 seconds, violently threw up several times. It was bad enough that I was gasping for breath and holding onto the sink to keep from going to the floor. The nurse called me a bit after that and said they had me scheduled for an ultrasound at 4:30 pm. That went strangely. The tech couldn't find my gall bladder so she really started pushing down hard on my abdomen, which hurt like hell and is a major reason why I am awake at 3 am writing this.
She eventually found it, hiding away and contracted. I asked if that was good or bad. She said it was good, looks fine, and is just trying to make room for my swollen lymph nodes and all. At least one of my organs isn't trying to kill me. So, with no blockage, the mystery remains, why do I have the bad numbers and why am I throwing up so much? My treatment has been suspended and I don't know for how long. I can't eat much anymore and my weight is rapidly dropping, which for cancer patients, is not a good thing. I am down to 193 lbs. and was at 220 lbs. near the end of November last year. |
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Have you considered medicinal cannabis? |
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Weed might do the trick. Plenty of guys on here might be able to help you out there. |
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I am disheartened to hear your latest information. I would definitely suggest the medical cannabis for nausea. You need relief. My prayers will intensify for you today.
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As it pertains to Gonzo's post above, my old man takes trips to Colorado just about every other month. He purchases a vast variety of cannabis edibles as he can no longer smoke due to mild emphysema. If you would like, I can ask him if he would be willing to meet up with you and make arrangements to bring some products back for you on his next trip. Let me know. |
My brother lives in Colorado, so should I need some alternative meds, he can help me out there. Thanks, though!
In other news, I took a strong anti-nausea med last night and half an hour later, timidly ate an apple. It stayed down. That was at 9 pm. At 3 am, I was in need of another pain pill and I had a small bowl of Cheerios with it, and that stayed down. For breakfast today, I had two boiled eggs, yogurt, orange juice, and a Boost. It's still with me. I am sleepy, but feel almost good. My brother said I look much better today and not like I was about to fall over at any moment like I looked the past two days. |
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For what it's worth Ed, your story and battle was a small part of my inspiration to make the decision to resign from my 100K job after 6 years and move to AZ to work on my health and well being for the next 6 months and screw any work.
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I am no longer going to be getting the experimental treatment. My bilirubin is still going up and that means something is blocking the bile drain down in my liver, probably the cancer tumor. I am jaundiced and it is probably also what has been making me throw up, so it may not be the narcotics. The doc even said it may be making me itchy, but I was not jaundiced when that all started. I am going back to my original team, so what happens next, I have no idea. I am worried about my body not allowing me to go on my trip, and if I don't go, I know that will be a factor in me dying.
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I'm thinking of you, Ed. Positive vibes headed your way, brother.
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Not to already harp on the weed but I really wish my old man had started smoking before he passed away, the cancer cause him to not be able to eat. He was just so against smoking pot and I really think it would of helped him but ed like everyone else please brother start with some edibles if the smoke is too harsh or vape instead, as always your in my thoughts viking warrior
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Praying...
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Love you brother. ;) |
Thinking of you buddy
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Hope Ed is doing better. |
I had a very rough day yesterday. Pains were way up. I think I need new meds as they are messing up my stomach and I threw up some blood twice. Today, I go in for a liver drain to be placed in me. Slicing and prodding begins at 3:30 pm at the main KU hospital. If it allows my liver to drain bile, it should be a huge help, but drain it where exactly? This stuff is scaring me, guys.
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Hang in there brother. I hope the drain does the trick. I was diagnosed with hodgkins in HS treated with radiation, came back in college treated with 22 months of chemo. If it hadn't been for weed I wouldn't have lived through round 2. It literally save my life. I wouldn't or couldn't eat, my counts we off, couldn't get treatments, then pneumonia and shingles set in finally this red neck kid received a package from a friend who couldn't take watching me like that. I had a little smoke, then for the first time in many many months killed a full order of biscuits and gravy. Receiving that package was my turning point. I'm praying for you and hope that you have relief after this procedure.
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Hang tight good sir, thinking of you buddy.
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Good luck today.
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Stay strong, Ed!
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I have too many lesions blocking bile ducts, so the procedure didn't work. They did find bleeding in my esophagus and cauterized that, so I should stop puking blood. Next step, interventional radiology next week, maybe. They will call tomorrow.
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Good luck with that Ed
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We love ya Ed, stay strong...
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I think about you everyday Ed. I don't post in here much, but appreciate the updates you provide. Keep fighting the good fight dude.
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We are still hanging in there with you, Ed.
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Thoughts are with you man. Looking forward to hearing good news about this latest.
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Keep fighting, Ed.
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Stay strong, man. You have been fighting an amazing fight.
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Keep fighting and hoping the best for you. |
You are a Warrior...thoughts and prayers sent...
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Ed you are still in my thoughts and prayers. My every morning is checking for new posts in this thread before im off to work. You truly have the heart of a warrior. keep fighting that fight my friend.
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You're the man, Ed. Hope all is well.
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No shame in a bit of MJ assistance.
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Your doc will give you Zofran, Dolasetron, Zyrpexa, or similar, and those work. Give the doc a ring, Ed.
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I made it through the procedure and already there is a lot of bile in the bag, plus what is draining internally into my small intestine. Thank God for something finally working. My eyes were glow in the dark yellow today so I was worried about the jaundice. I am being kept overnight, but not complaining. The nurses will show me twice how to tend the bag and drain, so I am grateful for the pros being able to take more time with me before I flush and care for it on my own. I even ate well, 3 of 4 pizza slices, carrots, celery, cherry Italian ice, and ginger ale. Moving into my bed had me moaning and grimacing but a liquid dose of hydromorphone burned and about sent me for nap time.
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Something very unexpected happened today and I needed it. My doorbell rang about 10 am and it was Pastor Kris from my church, St. Mark's Lutheran, where I have not gone in two years due to cancer stuff. I was afraid they might think I was dead. It turns out that our vet, Doc Knappenberger, gave her our address. She lives in Perimmon Hill, so we're practically neighbors. She gave me Communion which I've sorely missed, and then annointed me with oil for an extra blessing. She is going to see me every week and bring me Communion until my trip and then once I return. Thank you, God, for this gift today! I have to stop typing now because I can't see so well through tears.
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Awesome, Ed. So glad to hear you had a great day. Thinking of you, buddy!
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Good for your pastor Ed.
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Awesome, Ed. You are indeed an inspiration.....and now you're an inspiration with Holy Communion in you!!! Double awesome!!!!!!
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So glad your pastor was able to see you, that kind of support is invaluable |
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That's awesome.... Yay God and Godly people...
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