ForeverChiefs58 |
12-19-2011 09:34 PM |
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Originally Posted by Brianfo
(Post 8221050)
Have you ever contemplated suicide? I have, I think about it everyday. I think my kids and wife would be better off without me. My wife is an absolute angel. She did not deserve to be stuck with me. I know that it's the right thing to do. But it's cowardly. I know for a fact that I am going to hell. I love my kids and wife so much, but I have not been a good father.
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Think about your kids. Think about how they would feel. Whatever you have done, nothing would compare to the selfishness of suicide. Not sure the relationship you had with your own Dad, but you need to talk with someone who can help you with how you are feeling.
Always think of your kids and what is best for them. Live your life for them. It is NEVER too late to start over. NEVER too late to being a good dad and good husband. Be your best, and everyone will love you for it. Even if you feel worthless, never quit trying.
You wouldn't want one of your kids killing themselves or taking the easy way out and quitting on everyone so don't set them an example they may follow. Do all you can to get better and have a better outlook.
Think of the advise you would give them if they were feeling low, and use it yourself.
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