Thoughts on a weekend in Indy
I'm sure this will be a rambling, incoherent mess - my head is still swimming - so I apologize. I'm sure you guys have discussed this every way possible, but wondering if typing out my thoughts will help begin the process of putting this nightmare behind me.
Anywho... I want to start with Alex Smith. He proved me wrong yesterday. That was the game I didn't think he was capable of - putting a team on his back. Not sure why we had to wait until Week 18 of the season to see it, but it was nice to see. He played flawlessly save two mistakes - ball security on the fumble that started the comeback, and the overthrow to Gray. The overthrow stings the most, because it would likely have sealed the win. With that said, Alex did what he needed to do to break this ridiculous losing streak. I don't have the words for the defense, the coaching, the game management, etc. Just don't. I wake up this morning wondering if I'd hurt less had I not been there to watch the 2nd biggest choke job in NFL playoff history in person. I still can't quite describe the feeling. After that strip-sack, I felt like what Nicky Santoro must have felt like on the drive to the cornfield in Casino. You know what's about to happen, you know it's going to be drug out, and you know there's not a ****ing thing you can do about it. I will say the Colts fans that sat immediately around us were extremely classy. But leaving the stadium, it's painfully obvious that most NFL fans have no ****ing clue what it's like to be a Chiefs fan and get ****ing cockpunched time and time again over 20 years. I got split up from Monty on the walk back to the hotel, and ended up going it alone. Here are some of the "condolence comments" I was graced with on the walk back: "Yeah, I remember what it was like losing that Super Bowl. Know what you're feeling." "Good game, and I'm sorry, bud. Trust me, we had Peyton Manning - so we know what it's like to lose in the playoffs." God Bless 'em, they're thinking they are being nice, but just throwing gasoline into the crater in my chest where my heart used to be and lighting a match. People just don't get it. Then to add insult to injury, we were kinda forced to decide to check out of the hotel a night early to try to beat the weather back to STL. It ended up being the right decision, but ****. Nothing like a 4 hour drive home after witnessing that meltdown. Or stopping in Terre Haute, Indiana for a bite to eat, only to hear, "I feel bad for you guys, but I'm a Steelers fan." WHAT? I started to remind this asshole that IIRC, they were just in the SB a few year back, and have a ****ton of Championships when he inexplicably says, "yeah, but I'm a Steelers fan." I just want to eat a quick meal and get home, and instead get to deal with this dipshit. I know he ended up having a conversation with Monty, but I was somewhere else - the food ended up in my stomach, but I have no idea how it got there. I feel bad for Monty, he spent a lot of money to fly up and make this trip and is likely stuck in the STL airport today, hoping he can eventually catch a flight out. What a nightmare. Hope the others that made the trip make it home safely. Remember when some asshole said this? Quote:
If anyone needs me today, I'll be in my garage building a DeLorean. I'm going to go back to August 23, 1980 and punch 7 year-old-me in the ****ing face for deciding to become a fan of this franchise. |
So, SO glad me and Wolfy didn't buy those tix off ebay.
woulda been a LONG ride back. |
I witnessed in person the 95, 97 and 2003 home playoff loses and I swore after that 2003 game I would never go to another Chief playoff game and I haven't. It is much better to deal with it at home and with my fellow CPer's.
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I'm sorry, OTW.
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You may have quite a few other fans who want to pile in with you but you need to go back another 10 years to help me out. I too was seven when I chose a life of false hope and despair...... |
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Kansas City. We are the 1%. |
This team could go 16-0 next season, blow out every opponent by an average margin of 20 points.........and I still wouldnt trust them in the playoffs.
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I feel for you, OTWP. I thought about you and the other guys that made the trek in the hours after the game.
This game, in essence, is why I chose not to get season tickets anymore. This team has to prove to me that they are capable of winning consistently in the playoffs before I'm going to drop my money and time on them any more. I've suffered enough playoff collapses. I just refuse to do it in person for them now. Props to you and the others showing up and representing. You're better fans than I am. |
They have not got a penny of my money since 06', and they won't until they earn it again.
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I'm starting to think we could hand pick 55 players from all the teams on current NFL rosters and still lose a playoff game. Cursed. Somebody somewhere has a chief doll with a thousand pins in it. We need to find them.
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I chose this life, so I can't complain.
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Ugh. I feel horrible for Monty.
The plane he was supposed to catch to Dallas left Louisville this morning, flew to STL, then decided not to land and continued on to OKC. He's now stuck at the STL airport with flights being cancelled left and right. Brutal. |
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This sucks because I'll be driving back and forth to St. Louis (Earth City) at night all week next week.... |
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