I had a close friend who fell into depression because she couldn't have kids and she and her husband just couldn't get ahead and she got laid off. One day, she left counseling, grabbed a cab and drove from Phoenix to the Hoover Dam overpass (280 miles). Got out of the cab and jumped. Saw her just the night before and she was happy as a clam. Then, just like that, she was gone. Forever. This was last January.
Here is the story. She is in all black with the cab in the background. This one was hard to grasp for me.
http://www.casino.org/news/suicide-o...s-dirty-secret
You can see her 'happy' here:
https://www.facebook.com/chris.papayoti?fref=ts I've never known a man who loved his wife more than Chris. Almost nauseating at times.
Had 2 close friends in grade school kill themselves, a week apart, in some sort of suicide pact. The 3 of us were best friends. Had NO idea what was going on. But everyone thought I was next. That sucked too.
Me, as a creative person, have had my fair share of bad, bad thoughts.
On a side note, weed (Sativa) is wonderful for depression.