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Originally Posted by Phobia
Loki,
I know you have a lot of anger for their mother. I know. I've been there. But she probably won't always be drugged up screwup. She may yet get cleaned up and straighten her life up - which is what you want to happen, believe it or not. Those kids are half of her and if she's an abysmal life failure, they're going to have that hurdle to cross in addition to all the others.
You've got it rough brutha. I wish you well.
The best thing is that you have your kids pretty young. They have a chance. Let me know if I can be of help in some way.
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you're damn right i'm all about anger with that complete waste of skin.
i tried the "understanding" and "compassionate" route with that sh*tstain for far too long and got burned far too many times. but that's with me... i'm a big boy and can handle that.
what i can't forgive and probably never will is what she has done to my kids. inexcusable, unforgiveable.
if the day ever comes that my children can forgive her for what she has done to them, then i might consider changing my tune. but i have a strong feeling that it isn't going to happen for a LONG time if it ever happens at all.
the simple fact is that she's a friggin addict, and would sell her grandmother's soul to save her own worhtless ass without a second thought... i can't, couldn't and won't trust her.
it was a "shotgun wedding" to begin with. i never loved her, but did love the idea of being a dad and do love my kids. they are the best things to ever happen in my life. for them i am thankful to her... for everything else, she can completely FOAD...
her family is a complete mess as well and are probably linked to organized crime (mafia). this has NOT been an easy road... both of her brothers have threatened my life. sweet stuff eh?
i must admit i do worry from time to time when i put the keys in the ignition every morning to go to work... is today the day i blow up??
cripes... old loki's randy wang done got him in a heap'o'trouble...
