[sedated]

I like the way a fresh firm pack feels in my hand.

I like peeling away that little piece of cellophane and seeing it twinkle in the light.

I like coaxing that first sweet cylinder out of its hiding place and bringing it slowly up to my lips.

Striking a match, watching it burst into a perfect little flame and knowing that soon that flame will be inside me!

I love the first puff, pulling it into my lungs... little fingers of smoking filling me, caressing me, feeling that warmth penetrate deeper and deeper until I think I'm going to burst!

Then... watching it flow out of me in a lovely sinuous cloud, no two ever quite the same!