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Originally Posted by The Buddha
Its weird, though. Cause I don't care when I'm manic. Its afterward when I realize what I've done.
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That sounds familiar. I do things even when I tell myself it's not a good idea. A little while later, I know I'm going to regret it. I think mine is more in the line of acting in a manner that gets the type of reaction that I expect to get, instead of waiting to see how the person really feels. A defense mechanism of sorts that continually bites me in the ass. It's like I don't expect people to like me, so I give them reasons not to. Like I'm sabotaging myself.