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Originally Posted by Pants
I wish I could believe what you believe but my mind is wired around reason and logic, my man. I was raised a Chrsitian and believed as a child, but then I studied history, science, ethics theories, sociology, etc.
It's not like atheists have a choice.
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This.
I wanna believe. I wanna be able to follow the bible blindly with out questioning the book, the religion, or the people preaching it. I wish i didn't have to question whether or not certain religions or people have ulterior motives or whether or not the "good Book" was written partly to control people.
I wanna believe that some powerful force has this great plan for me. I wanna believe that all I have to do is Love god and I'm going to the most perfect place man can dream of.
But I just can't. Not that I haven't tried. But every time I try, Logic and science rear their ugly heads.
Life would be so much simpler if i felt that my only reason for existence was to worship our lord.