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Just some stuff to get out, and I didn't want to start any new threads or bump multiple threads over stuff.
Official last day of school phase - 55 days
Last day of classes - 52 days
Celebration - 53 days
Also, I know I've always whined and gotten defensive about my weight on here. I realized something this weekend. Last Thursday, I was supposed to go watch a couple of friends of mine playing here in town. I didn't go, because I wouldn't have known anyone else, and I didn't feel like I'd do well presenting myself to new people. Saturday, I went over to a co-worker's house for her annual Christmas baking day. I'm glad I went, although I almost didn't for the same reason. I've read on facebook where a few of you all went to the game yesterday. I was going to give you a hard time for not looking us up, but then hesitated due to the fact that I didn't know if I would want to meet anyone new for the same reason.
My weight has become a problem. I have several people tell me that I look alright. I don't care about that. I am sick and tired of feeling disgusting. I'm not a bad looking female. I'm fat, and I hate it. Time to do something about it. On 12/26, I am going to start keeping a food diary, and I'm going to share it. I know I've done other blogs in the past, but none of them have really been focused on one thing so they've fizzled out. Followers or no followers, I am going to share what I eat and what I'm doing to lose weight with other people. I want to be held accountable.
Anyway, you know me, I just had to get that off my chest.
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