Brianfo.... we all go through sucky times... I can say i understand where you are coming from, but every time a thought like that comes into my head, I think about my beautiful daughters and how they would miss their dad. They are only 5 and 7, and even though their mom ran off from us a couple years ago, and the divorce was nasty... you have to think about the kids.
I think this time of year really brings out bad thoughts in a lot of us too maybe... shoot me a pm and we can chat. Hell, maybe we should grab a drink and laugh about the wasted life we so futilely wallow in here... because usually after really thinking through things, there is always a single bright spot one can cling to.
I am flat out broke dude, but the drinks are on me. That's why god made Credit Cards right?
Let's chat.