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Brianfo, if you read this post, please believe me when I tell you suicide is not the answer for anything. It's the most selfish act a human being can commit. It's never the right thing to do. Don't know what you're going through but there are solutions to most problems.
Your wife and children would never forgive you if you did this. Call a friend, minister/pastor/priest, or a suicide hotline. You need to talk to someone who will listen and give you sound advice. Your not thinking rationally at this time, trust me.
Heck, who's to say we're not in hell right now. And the fact you profess your love for your wife and kids means your not the worst husband/father in the world. I'd give anything to go back 30 to 35 years and have a redo at being a better father and husband. We make mistakes, we're human. Please call someone for help, there are people who will listen and give good counsel. I know, I've been there. Love and peace, Jim in Salina.
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