[BIG_DADDY]

I tripped on this thread trying glance over the news and can't hang out but what you need to know is that the majority of people deal with moderate to high levels of depression at some point in their life. You are not the exception to the rule. There is a reason for this as well. There is also a process you need to go through now to understand where you are at and it would take me a long time to go over it here but I would be willing to do that should you request it by PM. The most important thing right now is just that you commit yourself to a specific period of time like say a year to do everything you can to address this problem. I have had 5 people I have helped in this area in my lifetime. One would not even attempt the process. He left an aboslutely beautiful wife and son behind. I posted an article on it years ago on the Planet. The other 4 fully embraced the process and 3 of them are happier than most people by a long shot and are not on any meds. The other was off everything and perfect for a year before he became too lazy to stay with it and is back on the drugs. There is hope dude, just commit to a period of time and do everything you can to work through it.