I was separated from my family for the last 3 1/2 yrs. Sitting in a cold apt. w/no TV in a crummy little town. I too often contemplated this. But it finally got better. Now I get to spend every night w/my son.
The old saying, "you don't know what you have until it's gone", is so real.
Hang in there and realize there are billions of people worse off than yourself. It's all relative dude.
That said, get some help. Church may be the answer for you.
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