Pr_Capone -
I apologize for what I wrote the other night and also for my previous half-assed attempt at trying to justify what I wrote. I cannot justify it because it was not acceptable. Since I've returned to this board quite a few people have lent me a hand and offered advice and help through what I'm going through, you being one of them. And all I do is shit on people. I say it's the internet and it doesn't matter but it does. I feel like I had a friendship with you through this site, and friends shouldn't kick friends in the balls like that. Friends should care for each others' balls. Look out for their sack.
I need to learn to not be hurtful to other people in RL and on here. I've really let myself become a douchebag and it's ugly to read through some of my comments. Really ugly.
You can say these are just words and I do not mean them, and that's fine. Actions Actions Actions, and I don't act right.
I really do think it's a blessing that you are adopting. I do not know the details between the problems you and your wife have had conceiving children, and I had no right to go there. Especially given how horrible of a father I've been to my own blood. Just talking to you through here and on FB I know you would make an excellent parent.
I hereby request from Gonzo a 1 month ban. Maybe I need it again to try once more to grow the **** up. I need to stop getting carried away. When I return from this ban I will continue with this game, I'm having alot of fun running it. It's been great. Gonzo I hope you don't mind taking over the reigns for a month.
Pr - I really do hope eventually you forgive me and won't beat my ass if we meet up at a game one day. If you did it's understood, however.
*Joey
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