Originally Posted by listopencil
She was a teenaged girl. That stuff may or may not be true, that's just how she felt at the time she was typing.
I agree which is why I put the part that what she said or was feeling could have been misguided. Either way, when she starts saying no one is on her side and that she feels all alone, even without friends she can trust, she is clearly having issues with self-esteem and turned to outside sources to improve it.