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Originally Posted by BWillie
Why are you so unhappy?
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I'm not exactly sure. I have been in a rut lately, even though I feel like I'm doing pretty well for myself. Probably the mid-life blues.
I've got a daughter going to University in Germany, I miss and worry about her, nothing in particular just normal worries. I only have a Mom and no Grandparents, I worry about her as she is aging.
No financial worries, I make good money and have no debt. I bought my house cash about 6 years ago. I max my 401K at the federal limit $18k. My daughter goes to school for free, because she has dual German citizenship.
I am lonely sometimes though. I travel alot for work. I spent more nights in hotels than I do in my own bed. Also, now that my daughter is out of the house, my wife spends more time in Germany to be close to her family. We are happily married and have a strong relationship, but very unconventional. It comes from many unstable years while I was in the military and moving alot for work.
As for Clay, I don't know why but he rubs me the wrong way. I've never figured out why people revere a guy that just spends 70% of his time on here shitting in peoples mouths. I guess I'm not supposed to care because its the internet. Either way, I can't stand the guy and I don't feel guilty about it.
Sorry for rambling.