Nasty shit. Its the devils dandruff. I got all worked up over some stupid girl that dumped me back in 1997, & got all ****ed up on meth for an entire winter. Far & away the biggest mistake of my life. It took me from a 6ft plus man that weighed around 210lbs & took me down to 148lbs. That's when my dad had enough. Grabbed my ass by the scruff of my neck. He haled my ass up the stairs & made me stand on a scale. I will never forget the look on his face or the words he screamed at me.
Son are you really gonna stand there on that ****ING scale & tell me you dnt have a drug problem?
That was it for Livesteam & meth. He was my hero. & I could tell it was killing him just as much as it was killing me. I didnt need help, treatment ect. I just needed to see the pain in his face.
Every young-en should have a father like I had. God dam I was one of the lucky ones. RIP DAD
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