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Until about 5 months ago, I never even had sex without a shirt on. I've got the worst farmers tan because I'm so conscious about taking off my shirt....because of that I never took a shirtless before pic before I lost all the weight.
I wasn't going to let that happen again....
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This morning I woke up disgusted with myself. I've wasted the last 6 months sitting on my ass when I could be somewhere now. It sucks being congratulated every damn day for losing weight and still being fat. I barely have a lick of fat on my legs, but it all rests in my belly, chest, and arms.
Edit: And one last ****ing thing...it's consistently been the women in my life saying I have an unhealthy obsession with being healthy that has also sort of stunted my growth. I am obsessed, I need to tell them to deal with that shit instead of letting it make me feel like I should chill out on stuff. Back on my diet, back lifting. In 6 months I'm going to be proud as hell of myself and I'm not gonna let any ****ing chick tell me what to do with my body.
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Last edited by Buck; 08-13-2013 at 09:11 PM..
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