Phobia

He's talking about the "My kids aren't having Christmas this year" thread after which countless Planeteers mailed him checks. I don't know where his heart was for certain, but I made my mind up after he took the money from Greg. Now that he's paid Greg back, I don't know what to think.

JOhn, I see a few different options for you:
1. Get a new name.
2. Explain yourself and throw yourself at the mercy of the community.
3. Leave.
4. Lurk like you've been doing.

I don't think it's going to be healthy for the community nor you with you mysteriously posting after nearly a year's absence with no explanation. You'll be sniped after every post and I don't think it's good for the site.