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I think my long-distance girlfriend of 2+ years is in the process of breaking up with me.
When we're together, things are great. When we're apart, I'm disparate and uncommunicative. It's a problem we've had for going on two years now, and only now have I been able to make marginal improvements at that.
But it may be a too little to late thing. I've told her before that I'd work on it, but I always slump back to being detached.
So she knows there's no guarantee these improvements are permanent, and she may not have the patience to find out.
It's different now, in the sense that I feel a fire under my ass to be better. But I can only tell her that. Showing her takes time.
She's been trying to get it out of me for 2+ years. She doesn't think it's going to be any different this time, and I can't say I blame her. Now, I truly feel it will be, but I have no way of assuring her that other than by saying so over and over.
God damn. Bad day.
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