[Sandy Vagina]

Her name was Tracey.. I first laid eyes on her in the 3rd grade. We finally got together in the summer before our freshman year.. going to the same high-school. We would walk home together from school nearly every day.. even after we had our own first vehicles. Lived about 20 minutes walking distance from each other.

She had long, blond hair.. skinny.. athletic.. just beautiful inside and out. She has an asshole for a father.. and she had a rough time dealing with the abuse (not sexual)... but she remained kind and happy.

Hormones and idiotic decisions on my part wrecked us. I was so determined to sleep with her, but she was scared and just not ready (all in year 1, when we were around 15 yrs old). Promiscuity wasn't as rampant at young ages as they are today. Anyway, another blue-eyed blond named Carolyn started batting her eyes at me... and I was getting frustrated and impatient with Tracey's reluctance. So, I screwed up.. again and again and again with this other girl that was not only willing.. but an absolute sex freak.

I cared for Carolyn too... so I sure felt like I was in love with both.. and only one (Carolyn) was aware of the other being my girl. So after about a year of sneaking around, Tracey was finally ready, and we were now having sex. It wasn't the best of sex either.. only because I had wanted her for so long.. that I kept shooting my load too quickly. I'm talking like 4 strokes and done. I was mortified.. and didn't deal with the embarrassment well.

Not long after, the secrecy of my cheating became known. Seems as if Tracey was the very last to suspect. All of my friends had been covering for me for years... and we would all joke about how cool I was. What an asshole, I was.

Things fell apart.. as they typically do. Both relationships.. after going on for a few years.. fizzled out. I spent a lot of years afterwards drinking and knowing that I screwed up royally.

Was a lot of fun at the time.. but it wasn't worth the regret that followed. I just didn't grow up in time. Years later, I unexpectedly ran into Tracey again. We talked.. I again expressed my regrets and apologies... and she was great about it... but clearly not looking to travel back down old roads.

I learned over the last few years that she had finally got married... had a couple of kids.. and is happy. This made me very happy. Carolyn became a crack whore.. had a very rough road after we split.. and for all I know, is dead or in jail by now.

I have now been with my girl (another Traci!, lol).. for the last 14+ years. She is fantastic, and I have never cheated on her. I still think about what could have been with my childhood sweet-heart though...