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Old 12-19-2011, 09:02 PM  
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Have you ever contemplated suicide? I have, I think about it everyday. I think my kids and wife would be better off without me. My wife is an absolute angel. She did not deserve to be stuck with me. I know that it's the right thing to do. But it's cowardly. I know for a fact that I am going to hell. I love my kids and wife so much, but I have not been a good father.
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Old 12-20-2011, 09:43 AM   #286
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it was a shoot-out, anything could've happened, what is it, knotted @ 24?
I actually think you were up a point....either way, I was going to win.
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Old 12-20-2011, 09:47 AM   #287
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Old 12-20-2011, 09:49 AM   #288
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I usually am very upfront and real about everything on here.
Oh I agree with that, "usually" is a good way to put it.

You kind of remind me of the guy on a skateboard, hauling ass down a straight path and out of the blue, zip, he jumps the gap between two buildings, 10 stories up.

The people watching, never see it coming, until that act is done.

I'm not saying it's good, or bad, it just is what it is.
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Old 12-20-2011, 09:52 AM   #289
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You play pool, plow?
Yes and no. Don't play very often. 1st game is always the best and it's downhill from there.
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Old 12-20-2011, 09:53 AM   #290
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I really thought/think this thread was done for shock value. It's his posting style.

Now that the scare is over however, to the subject at hand :

I think about it a lot. Seems like a good idea sometimes. And it's over the stupidest things. I wig out, and next thing I know I've torn up everything I own and I'm leaning over a bridge praying that I don't survive and break every bone in my body.

Sometimes trying and not succeeding helps. It seems like it wouldn't, you'd feel like even more of a failure, but it helps to know you've made it. I tried to hide it for a long time. Tried to kill myself with oxy or heroin at least five times, family just thought I was getting carried away, they never knew I was trying to die. And it just seemed like Heroin was the closest thing to dying without really being dead. So obviously it was the easiest method.

In anger I'd try to do it out of spite. One time at 16 I drove my car into the little horseshoe creek at top speed on I-70 hoping I'd die. When I regained consciousness, I found the entire car was crush around me, motor in the passenger seat. But I was soooo ****ing mad I was alive.

I tried with knives. But I just didn't have the balls to puncture the skin in the right places.

I've actually never told ANYONE I know besides but doctor this, but I've played Russian roulette with the barrel in my mouth two times.

Everytime I contemplate it in a fight, I would come to and realize I was just doing it for attention. And it makes me feel better to know I really didn't want to do it. And I'm thankful I didn't do anything stupid.

What's so crazy about this though, is if the brian thing is real, is that every since I've been sober and I think about that stuff I always plan on writing a suicide note on chiefs planet. My doctor says that means I'm really not serious about it anymore, and I just want attention from you guys who I sometimes feel your all I have.

I'm glad I've never made that post though. But whenever I sit on the bridge on winner and crysler, I wonder if you guys will know what happened to me. Isn't that ****ing pathetic?
You know I love you JoeyKurt. No homo.

But seriously you should call me if you have those thoughts again.
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Old 12-20-2011, 10:07 AM   #291
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My biggest concern right now is that Brianfo hasn't logged in yet. I would think that w/ us sending the fuzz to his house at 0-dark-thirty, he would be on here already to cuss us out for tracking him down.

I could understand if this whole thing embarrassed the hell out of him, but he should know that there are people that care enough to go the extra mile.

Brian-if you're reading this, please at least pm someone on here stating that you're ok!!
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Old 12-20-2011, 10:08 AM   #292
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You know I love you JoeyKurt. No homo.

But seriously you should call me if you have those thoughts again.
I appreciate it.

But honestly, if I ever have those thoughts I'm supposed to immediately contact my doctor or po.
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Old 12-20-2011, 10:09 AM   #293
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I was legitimately asking....I really had no idea if they would go talk with someone based on saying he was thinking of raping someone.
I think about raping you, constantly.

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Old 12-20-2011, 10:11 AM   #294
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Old 12-20-2011, 10:12 AM   #295
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I appreciate it.

But honestly, if I ever have those thoughts I'm supposed to immediately contact my doctor or po.
Sadly, not too many people do what you did by seeking professional help. My hat goes off to you, friend!
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Old 12-20-2011, 10:12 AM   #296
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Old 12-20-2011, 10:14 AM   #297
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And here I thought that was our safe word.
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Sadly, not too many people do what you did by seeking professional help. My hat goes off to you, friend!
The safe word is Boggletits.
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Old 12-20-2011, 10:14 AM   #299
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See above...
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