My ex had her baby last night...

[soopamanluva]

Originally Posted by MTG#10

The fact that I cant get over her is my own fault. We've been seeing each other and sleeping with each other for the last 6 months. At first I was only doing it for revenge. It felt good because her bf knew it was going on and kept giving her chance after chance. I guess I just wanted him to feel a little bit of what I felt when he did it to me. Plus we have amazing sex, by far the best Ive ever had. I didnt think it was messing with me emotionally but I guess I was wrong. She has been telling me that she wants to get back together someday, but couldnt right now because she felt trapped since they were having a baby together. She says she still loves me and doesnt love him at all but Im not so sure anymore. Im starting to think she just likes ****ing two guys. There have been several times that I tried to end it, but she would always talk me into to it again and I couldnt resist.

What the he'll is wrongwith you?? You still feel for this bitch(because that's what she is) and you still sleep with her??? Dude don't kid yourself, you weren't banging her for revenge, revenge would be ****ing her sister...or mom...or cousin etc. You are having sex with her in hopes that she will come back to you. You ain't fooling me. What you don't realize is this chick is damaged goods, not worth to even be in your presence. If your self esteem was high enough, you'd see that. Your heart and your head aren't on the same page. Your acting on emotion like females and aren't using logic like men do. Doing that will screw you're whole world up. If you let her back in, you deserve everything you get. Raising another able bodied mans orgasm is not the thing to do. Sounds crude but maybe that's what you need to snap out of the fantasy world you're In