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Old 12-19-2011, 09:02 PM  
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Suicide?

Have you ever contemplated suicide? I have, I think about it everyday. I think my kids and wife would be better off without me. My wife is an absolute angel. She did not deserve to be stuck with me. I know that it's the right thing to do. But it's cowardly. I know for a fact that I am going to hell. I love my kids and wife so much, but I have not been a good father.
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Old 12-20-2011, 03:37 PM   #361
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Something is very odd here. I mean, it doesn't hurt to send a pm to someone on here stating, "hey, pass the word along that I'm ok".
When I saw he was on here for an extended period of time, I sent him a PM asking him to touch base in his thread. He took a pass, I guess.
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Old 12-20-2011, 03:54 PM   #362
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Something is very odd here. I mean, it doesn't hurt to send a pm to someone on here stating, "hey, pass the word along that I'm ok".
Apparently you were too busy poo-pooing me when I mentioned that the guy is a ****ING DOUCHE.
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Old 12-20-2011, 03:56 PM   #363
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When I saw he was on here for an extended period of time, I sent him a PM asking him to touch base in his thread. He took a pass, I guess.
Can you tell if he even read your pm? I noticed that when I send a pm to someone the icon shows the pm as being read, even when the recipient is offline.
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Old 12-20-2011, 03:59 PM   #364
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Apparently you were too busy poo-pooing me when I mentioned that the guy is a ****ING DOUCHE.
I gave you a Cleveland Steamer?!
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Old 12-20-2011, 04:00 PM   #365
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I gave you a Cleveland Steamer?!
No, I think Brianfo gave all you bleeding hearts Cleveland Steamers.
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Old 12-20-2011, 04:05 PM   #366
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No, I think Brianfo gave all you bleeding hearts Cleveland Steamers.
Something stinks...
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Old 12-20-2011, 05:04 PM   #367
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Apparently you were too busy poo-pooing me when I mentioned that the guy is a ****ING DOUCHE.
That doesn't mean he isn't a human being who may really need some help and came asking for it in his own way. I mean if being a ****ing douche meant you were a worthless human being no matter what, I hope you don't need anyones help ever.

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Old 12-20-2011, 05:50 PM   #368
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Old 12-20-2011, 05:57 PM   #369
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I was watching him on-line for 20 minutes before I left for lunch and he was looking at this thread.
well thats good news
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Old 12-20-2011, 06:00 PM   #370
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Old 12-20-2011, 06:02 PM   #371
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Thats just it. Nobody really knows what might be going through a persons head when they make a statement like this or how they will react to another persons response to the statement. Assuming this guy was serious, this could have several possible outcomes.
1. It could make him feel better knowing someone cares enough to send the cops to his door at 2am and make him seek help.
2. It could make the guy feel foolish and decide to reevaluate his line of thinking.
3. It could piss the guy off.
4. It could humiliate the guy having the cops show up and further isolate him. In this scenario guy probably decides not only not to get help but further learns the consequences of opening up to others and decides to act in the future without telling anyone.

I am sure there are other possible outcomes. My point being no one really knows for sure how an anonymous person like this will react and you could second guess any attempt to help to no end. I still think its better that Phil chose to try to help rather than do nothing. One could possibly debate the choices on exactly how this was handled but IMO its better to do something than nothing.
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Old 12-20-2011, 06:11 PM   #372
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I think Brianfo is like **** YOU PEOPLE! I have been hear 10 years, most everything I add gets neg rep. In 10 years I have these 5 messages
i'm bedridden and morbidly obese.
Hope you enjoyed Game 7, douche!
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Old 12-20-2011, 06:12 PM   #373
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Have you ever contemplated suicide? I have, I think about it everyday. I think my kids and wife would be better off without me. My wife is an absolute angel. She did not deserve to be stuck with me. I know that it's the right thing to do. But it's cowardly. I know for a fact that I am going to hell. I love my kids and wife so much, but I have not been a good father.
suicide is the most cowardly self centered act a person can commit.You are thinking only of yourself. My best friend committed suicide.
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Old 12-20-2011, 06:14 PM   #374
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I really thought/think this thread was done for shock value. It's his posting style.

Now that the scare is over however, to the subject at hand :

I think about it a lot. Seems like a good idea sometimes. And it's over the stupidest things. I wig out, and next thing I know I've torn up everything I own and I'm leaning over a bridge praying that I don't survive and break every bone in my body.

Sometimes trying and not succeeding helps. It seems like it wouldn't, you'd feel like even more of a failure, but it helps to know you've made it. I tried to hide it for a long time. Tried to kill myself with oxy or heroin at least five times, family just thought I was getting carried away, they never knew I was trying to die. And it just seemed like Heroin was the closest thing to dying without really being dead. So obviously it was the easiest method.

In anger I'd try to do it out of spite. One time at 16 I drove my car into the little horseshoe creek at top speed on I-70 hoping I'd die. When I regained consciousness, I found the entire car was crush around me, motor in the passenger seat. But I was soooo ****ing mad I was alive.

I tried with knives. But I just didn't have the balls to puncture the skin in the right places.

I've actually never told ANYONE I know besides but doctor this, but I've played Russian roulette with the barrel in my mouth two times.

Everytime I contemplate it in a fight, I would come to and realize I was just doing it for attention. And it makes me feel better to know I really didn't want to do it. And I'm thankful I didn't do anything stupid.

What's so crazy about this though, is if the brian thing is real, is that every since I've been sober and I think about that stuff I always plan on writing a suicide note on chiefs planet. My doctor says that means I'm really not serious about it anymore, and I just want attention from you guys who I sometimes feel your all I have.

I'm glad I've never made that post though. But whenever I sit on the bridge on winner and crysler, I wonder if you guys will know what happened to me. Isn't that ****ing pathetic?
This post ****ing kills me. Joey, I love you man. You're so much Goddamned better than this........
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Old 12-20-2011, 06:31 PM   #375
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While it's certainly good news that someone was online today, and hopefully it was brianfo, it really doesn't mean much.

Could have been anyone really, including his wife or the sheriff if he did actually follow through.

Since a MOD on the site would have been the one to alert the authorities, I would assume that they would have passed that info along to the family as well.
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