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Old 10-30-2018, 03:56 PM  
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I'm depressed

So, I'm not really happy...on the surface things seem great, I have a decent job, Chiefs are kicking ass, I have a nice crib in the country, a couple cars, play some music on the weekends...

But I'm absolutely depressed. I miss my daughter, I miss my ex-girlfriend, Brittney...

I want to move to NY, but I have to wait for my job.

So, it seems like I'm stuck here, at least for a bit...

Not much is bringing me pleasure, I was so depressed today at work...I get weird thoughts, not like I want to hurt myself, but just...musings on the pointlessness of going to work every single day, just to pay to exist, just to really pay for the kid that I never see...

I'm actually pretty damn lonely, even in a roomful of people.

It sucks.
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Old 11-13-2018, 07:49 PM   #151
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The doctor isn't going to send you to a mental hospital because your starting dose of antidepressants wasn't strong enough for what you need. Only thing you'd be possibly admitted for would be thoughts of self harm, and if things are that bad you need to be monitored until things get better anyway.
Well, I don't want to hurt myself...but I can't say that there haven't been fleeting moments where it hasn't been considered...

I won't kill myself.

My dog would miss me too much.
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Old 11-13-2018, 08:21 PM   #152
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Not gonna lie, watching Mahomes on Inside the NFL has cheered me up some.
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Old 11-13-2018, 08:22 PM   #153
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Not gonna lie, watching Mahomes on Inside the NFL has cheered me up some.
Where can i find this so i can be happy too?

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Old 11-13-2018, 08:30 PM   #154
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I take meds for anxiety and depression. It takes a while to find the right ones and right combination. Get back to the doctors, talk to a psychologist and get some meds. I tried quitting them when I retired but my wife said I was kind of an ass without them. I feel good and don't worry about little things like I used to. give each one about a week until you get the correct ones. Be prepared, because most of them ding your sex drive. It's worth it though not feeling all uptight and angry all the time.
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Old 11-14-2018, 08:14 PM   #155
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Old 11-14-2018, 08:17 PM   #156
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I take meds for anxiety and depression. It takes a while to find the right ones and right combination. Get back to the doctors, talk to a psychologist and get some meds. I tried quitting them when I retired but my wife said I was kind of an ass without them. I feel good and don't worry about little things like I used to. give each one about a week until you get the correct ones. Be prepared, because most of them ding your sex drive. It's worth it though not feeling all uptight and angry all the time.

For sure, I can get behind all that except the losing the sex drive part. That scares me...
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Old 11-18-2018, 02:33 AM   #157
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I once held her in my arms
She said she would always stay
But I was cruel
I treated her like a fool
I threw it all away
Once I had mountains in the palm of my hand
And rivers that ran through every day
I must have been mad
I never knew what I had
Until I threw it all away
Love is all there is, it makes the world go 'round
Love and only love, it can't be denied
No matter what you think about it
You just won't be able to do without it
Take a tip from one who's tried
So if you find someone that gives you all of her love
Take it to your heart, don't let it stray
For one thing that's certain
You will surely be a-hurtin'
If you throw it all away
If you throw it all away
-RZ
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