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05-12-2010, 11:07 PM | #2 |
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Sorry for your loss Fax.
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05-12-2010, 11:10 PM | #3 |
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Thanks, but I'm pissed off more than anything, Mr. pr_capone. Pissed at his asswipe of a "wife" who has treated him like dirt for years. Pissed that I didn't do more. Pissed that I didn't do a better job of recognizing the signs and reach out. Pissed that the world can hold so much pain and despair and loneliness.
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05-12-2010, 11:10 PM | #4 |
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My sympathies and empathies, FAX.
My dad's family is still going through the fall-out of a suicide that occurred this past Thanksgiving week (my uncle). Not much rips a family up more, in my short-list of experiences. The unanswered questions, and all. I actually talked to him over the phone about 4 days before he hanged himself. When I talked to him on the phone, I usually would mention something about playing chess next time we met, or something sports-related. But I was feeling sick and didn't talk at all that time, and my voice was probably sounding like death, itself. That was it. Last edited by Jenson71; 05-12-2010 at 11:16 PM.. |
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You've always seemed to be one of the good guys, Mr. FAX. I'm sorry.
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05-12-2010, 11:13 PM | #6 |
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Sucks FAX, but this was the road he chose to go down. Nothing you could really have done. We all have our shit that we deal with, and we can blame ourselves, but really no need.
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05-12-2010, 11:14 PM | #7 |
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Sorry to hear that dude.
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05-12-2010, 11:22 PM | #9 |
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Normally, I would be, Mr. ClevelandBronco. I've always viewed suicide as a very selfish act. For some reason, in this case, I'm not angry with him. Disappointed, but not angry.
Probably because I know how lonely he must have been. For him to do this, things must have been very bad, indeed. Torturous. FAX |
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05-12-2010, 11:25 PM | #10 |
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Damn.
I don't know. Learn. Love more. Expect it to hurt like hell sometimes.
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05-12-2010, 11:27 PM | #11 |
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Fax your a great friend. Sometime we try to do everything but can't know that when you were around your friend he felt happy and that one day you and your friend will reunite and be happy.
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05-12-2010, 11:37 PM | #12 |
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Thats..terrible. I'm very sorry to hear it FAX.
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05-12-2010, 11:48 PM | #13 |
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I went through something similar about 17 yrs ago. One of my friends that I grew up with couldn't get his shit together and was in trouble a lot, so I started blowing him off and avoiding him as much as possible. He had gotten married young and it wasn't working out, but the difference in this case was he went to the convenience store his wife worked at and dragged her into the parking lot and shot her before he killed himself. I've often wondered if instead of blowing him off I should've tried to be a positive influence to him. Or maybe it wouldn't have made a difference. Who knows.
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05-13-2010, 12:29 AM | #15 |
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