Life Love

beach tribe · 05-01-2009, 12:04 AM

I remember.

I remember a long time ago, when I thought love existed. When I thought that it wasn't just the fairy-tail that it had become in my life. As I grew older, and over a decade had passed since I had felt that no holds barred, nothing matters but you, and her love. That REAL ,Killer, Above the world....LOVE. I had chocked it up to just another feeling, along with tons of other feelings that my age would never let me re-live

I have been with many women since the last time I had felt anything like this, and now I realize why I never settled for just being happy, and content.
I'm 30 yrs old, and 6 months ago, was engaged to be married. The girl was perfect for me, loved me, and 2 months from being married, I had to break it to her, that I could not do it. Either I was going to feel THIS, or I was going to die alone, and I had all but accepted, that I would be spending the rest of my life single, and was OK with that, because I thought that love was just another fairy-tail that you felt while you were young, and eventually faded into adult hood. Thank god..... I was wrong. I feel my youth being forced back into my lungs. I AM IN LOVE!!!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OVER 10 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I walk a little lighter. I carry a smile ALL DAY!!

I really had given up on it. I was prepared to go the rest of my life, and never feel this again. Let's be honest people, there's a lot of feelings that we will never get back, but being in LOVE is not one of them...Thank GOD.

She Is Absolutely beautiful too. I will make this thread worthwhile with pictures soon soon.

So I'm curious. Did any of you ever give up on love the way I did? I REALLY thought it was BS. I thought people just got married because they were tired of being alone.

PLEASE. If you have someone you love, tell me how it came about. I would love to hear it.

Ebolapox · 05-01-2009, 12:05 AM

**Mr. Flopnuts** · 05-01-2009, 12:06 AM

CHEETO!

Jenson71 · 05-01-2009, 12:08 AM

Who's the lucky man?

beach tribe · 05-01-2009, 12:11 AM

I can't help it. I'm fuqin in love for the first time in a decade. I'm climbing the walls, and a lot of you will never touch a girl like this for as long as you live.

**Reaper16** · 05-01-2009, 12:11 AM

Just keep in mind... she's gonna' get half.

beach tribe · 05-01-2009, 12:12 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Reaper16

Just keep in mind... she's gonna' get half.

LOL

beach tribe · 05-01-2009, 12:15 AM

I apologize for the "as long as you live" remark. I'm a little defensive. I did just throw the L word out on a football site. I guess I deserve everything that come at me.

**Mr. Flopnuts** · 05-01-2009, 12:15 AM

beach tribe · 05-01-2009, 12:18 AM

I definitely deserve that.....but I don't care.

Pants · 05-01-2009, 12:21 AM

Is her name Liz?

Jenson71 · 05-01-2009, 12:24 AM

beach tribe · 05-01-2009, 12:25 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Metrolike

Is her name Liz?

My exs name is Lyn.

Jenson71 · 05-01-2009, 12:26 AM

Okay, it's been too long. Pics now.

Pants · 05-01-2009, 12:26 AM

Don't go all schoolboy in love with her, keep your game, mang. It's probably hard when you're gushing with those feelings, but fight that shit off.

05-01-2009, 12:04 AM
beach tribe Keep doubting J MFing Houston Join Date: May 2007 Location: ft.lauderdale Casino cash: $4848036	Love I remember. I remember a long time ago, when I thought love existed. When I thought that it wasn't just the fairy-tail that it had become in my life. As I grew older, and over a decade had passed since I had felt that no holds barred, nothing matters but you, and her love. That REAL ,Killer, Above the world....LOVE. I had chocked it up to just another feeling, along with tons of other feelings that my age would never let me re-live I have been with many women since the last time I had felt anything like this, and now I realize why I never settled for just being happy, and content. I'm 30 yrs old, and 6 months ago, was engaged to be married. The girl was perfect for me, loved me, and 2 months from being married, I had to break it to her, that I could not do it. Either I was going to feel THIS, or I was going to die alone, and I had all but accepted, that I would be spending the rest of my life single, and was OK with that, because I thought that love was just another fairy-tail that you felt while you were young, and eventually faded into adult hood. Thank god..... I was wrong. I feel my youth being forced back into my lungs. I AM IN LOVE!!!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OVER 10 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I walk a little lighter. I carry a smile ALL DAY!! I really had given up on it. I was prepared to go the rest of my life, and never feel this again. Let's be honest people, there's a lot of feelings that we will never get back, but being in LOVE is not one of them...Thank GOD. She Is Absolutely beautiful too. I will make this thread worthwhile with pictures soon soon. So I'm curious. Did any of you ever give up on love the way I did? I REALLY thought it was BS. I thought people just got married because they were tired of being alone. PLEASE. If you have someone you love, tell me how it came about. I would love to hear it.
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05-01-2009, 12:11 AM	#5
beach tribe Keep doubting J MFing Houston Join Date: May 2007 Location: ft.lauderdale Casino cash: $4848036	I can't help it. I'm fuqin in love for the first time in a decade. I'm climbing the walls, and a lot of you will never touch a girl like this for as long as you live.
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05-01-2009, 12:15 AM	#8
beach tribe Keep doubting J MFing Houston Join Date: May 2007 Location: ft.lauderdale Casino cash: $4848036	I apologize for the "as long as you live" remark. I'm a little defensive. I did just throw the L word out on a football site. I guess I deserve everything that come at me.
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beach tribe Keep doubting J MFing Houston Join Date: May 2007 Location: ft.lauderdale Casino cash: $4848036	I definitely deserve that.....but I don't care.
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Pants Time Keeps On Slipping Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Overland Park Casino cash: $5729900	Is her name Liz? __________________ "Turn the channel to 26!"
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Jenson71 fides quaerens intellectum Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: United States Casino cash: $8330900	Okay, it's been too long. Pics now.
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