Praying fot you and your Family, SEC.

I’m not dying this week.
I figure I have enough of that crap they pumped in me the last 3 years it should be good for another year at least.(my guess)

Thanks for your support
sec

That's at least one more Super Bowl win, and maybe more.

Best of luck to you, and the Rain Man family is thinking of you. It's good to do things on your own terms.

Prayers for you and your family.

We ain't going anywhere. FU to anyone who thinks other wise. I'm confident enough that I'm going to try a game this year and your ass needs to go with me. I'll get your ticket.

We can trade war stories on our meds LMAO

It's ****ing amazing that this post was almost a year ago and you're still gracing us with your presence. Hope it's going well for you. How about you watch us threepeat?

God bless you Clark.

God is almighty but needs to work on the humor. Ice been feeling better and im down to 25 pills a day. my memory has started to become an issue....not just forgetting my keys. i couldnt remember the Chiefs SB. when my hospice nurse stopped tuesday she had another nurse with her. i introduced myself and everybody got a blank look. she was here last week and even helped me jump my wives car (i left the keys on). the only way to find out what is going on is to get my noodle scanned but.....hospice doesn't allow that. So, best guesses for now are shit spread to my brain or im getting alzheimers.
Either way Ill still try and fight while i can.

for all of CP who are dealing with shit or has a family member fighting....keep your chin up and try not to get down. Ive always been open about this shit so if anyone has questions or just needs to scream you can pm me.

once i get to the point that im just a shell of myself Ill try and make one last post to say goodbye.CP has been great with words of encouragement and a small escape from everyday life. **** you cancer....be my little and alzheimers can suck a rotten skin too.

Michael "HayWire"

God bless you and have a great journey.. Prayers sent to you and your family..

Keep those chopping those legs, drive and always fall forward.


Prayers for everyone affected by cancer.

More Prayers to you and your Family, Mr. HayWire.

Damn it. Not being able to piss is my new thing. My nurse left a catheter for me.

I loved her instructions....lube her up and cram it in there about 8 inches. Grunt a couple of times to get it all out and then go another inch.

Im starting to wonder if shes just a perv....pill up my ass and a tube in my weiner.

Great times around the HayWire household :doh!:

And them assholes said id be dead by now....and they wonder why im having trust issues.

ROFL
You're cracking me up, bud. You doing okay otherwise?

for the most part yes. Kinda"new normal" type of good. im trying to be more active but the smallest thing gets me down a day or 2.

There is only so much "resting" i can do before i start going crazy but....if i venture iff somewhere im to ****ing tired by the time i get there. took the Mrs. on a romantic get away and I was back in our room asleep by 7 :cuss:

Enjoy it, man. You got to spend some quality time with the wife. That's awesome. That's what life is for and you're living it.

I'm definitely enjoying it. One great thing that happened is she took a job working from home so I get to see here all the time now.

That's awesome

Just in case.anyone cares I've hit a rough patch and started to decline again im sleeping about 20 hours a day now.

Been feeling even worse than usual. Hopefully it will pass but my nurses aren't to optimistic. Going to 3 visits a week now.

****in bullshit

Hang in there my dude. My dog sleeps about 20 hours a day and spends another hour licking vagina. Maybe ask your wife if that's acceptable?

LMAO there is a neighborhood dog that runs around ****ing every bitch he comes across...maybe I should ask about that too

Surely there's more than 4 hours worth of bitches hanging around your neighborhood. So how would you keep up with the demand?

Praying

Stay strong brother. You have Chiefs games to attend. Keeping you in my prayers.

Thinking of you buddy

Copper?

It will still be difficult. Some of my meds make me have to try especially hard to get a task completed....if you know what I meam

Well, I think my time is drawing near. Bout a month ago I started having trouble pissing. My nurse left me with catheters to try and help with that situation. The fun details is I lube up a pee stick and stick it in my weiner about 8" and urine will start draining. As soon as it feels like its all out push it in another inch and "grunt" to make sure its all out.....good times :)

My memory has went from shitty to shittier. i was forgetting things that happened a month ago, then a week, and now a day. Nurse came by this morning to show me some charts and I don't remember her even being here.....more good times :)

2 weeks ago I woke up in excruciating pain. My wife held 1 hand and my 13 year old son held the other....it was a completely horrible experience. I knew it would happen but I never wanted my son to see it. As we sit there I was telling them goodbye every time the pain would ket up enough I could speak (Im on hospice so going to the hospital is a no no). We made it through the night and woke up surrounded by people. Wife on one side and my dad and son on the other.

Ever since that my sleep keeps going up and pain is, while under control, getting steadier. I was sleeping 10 hours everyday, then 12, then 16, and now we're at 20+. When I wake up in the mornings I take my cocktail of drugs, find something on TV and then go back to sleep. I get up at dinner time, eat what I can, then go vomit before getting back in my chair. Rinse and repeat daily.

The brightside is my wife works from home now and can get me meds when needed. She also helps my son with everything cause he has to see it in live action :banghead:

Also, my dad and I are trying to have humor with it. Next time I can get out Im going to fill up my pee jug with lemon lime gatorade, hang it on my wheelchair and drink it using one of my catheter. The looks I get should be priceless.

Anyways, thought Id give an update while im awake and coherent. Thanks to everyone at CP who said a prayer and to those who have my number that text me every once in a while. I'm not dead yet and Ive promised I won't go down easily. Im picking stubborn, might die tomorrow or it might be a year.

Im back off to sleepy land for a while.
God bless ya CP
HayWire

:(. God speed hay. I'm so sorry....

May god bless you and your family for all you all are going through. It's tougher on them than it is yourself.

May your pain and suffering be taken away and it lead you to eternal peace.

But please, always remember one thing.


GO CHIEFS

Thank you so much for sharing. The way you've handled this has been amazing to follow. I've learned a lot and it's made me think about how I want to handle it someday if I'm faced with it. I don't know you but I love you, brother.

Goodspeed, internet friend, and **** cancer.

One thing I would like to address us the whole"bucket list" thing. great movie but that's about it.

Everyone keeps asking what im going to do now that I know my days are numbered.

Correct answer....not a ****ing thing. Sure, there things id like to do but my body isn't going to let me. I guess my point is to not wait to do bucket list things. Do them while you can and healthy enough to enjoy it. My wife and dad have asked me if there is any place id want to go. Why bother? Wouldn't be able to do anything if i did go.

Go and enjoy yourself now.

Noted

You told us you were on the way out like 2 years ago, so for now I'm just going to assume that this is just another bump in the road and you'll be feeling better soon. :thumb:

But in case that's not the situation, thanks for continuing to come back and keep us updated on your journey. Your attitude in the face of a lot of shit has been inspiring. Godspeed.

God bless, Hay. Whatever happens now, you've earned your peace or your life and then some.

HayWire may God be with you and your family. I am so glad I got to meet you. Wish we would have had more time to hang out that day. I will always be praying for you and your family.

HayWire passed away Friday, RIP. :(

RIP.

Damn, fly high bud

RIP

RIP Haywire.

Always sad to see us lose a Planeteer.

RIP, Haywire

:(

Thanks for the update Bearcat. He fought a good battle.

Aww, damn. RIP, Haywire, GOAT romper room mod.

He kept the most positive, badass attitude throughout.

RIP :(

RIP. :(

He fought to the end and held out much longer than expected. Prayers for his family during this difficult time.

Sad day in the CP..... RIP.

Travel well, HW.

Damn. He just kept on going every time shit got shitty. RIP

I admire how he handled it to the end.

RIP my friend.

The man put up a helluva fight. RIP :toast:

Dude held out FOREVER, to where it almost became a meme. Godspeed and RIP.

Rest in peace my dear brother.
Scott

RIP Sir

RIP badass Haywire.

RIP Hay.

Pretty amazing to watch his journey and the courage it took to fight as long as he did. RIP Haywire. You will be missed.

He taught us a lot about how to handle a bad situation with ultimate grace. RIP

RIP Haywire.....

Haywire showed us an unbelievable grit and attitude to fight against the dying of the light. A damn good example of how to go out. You showed us how battling cancer is done.

Godspeed to you. RIP

RIP man! You have earned it!

Damn. This place is going to miss him. Goodbye, Haywire! Way to fight, way to live. I believe he is being laid to rest wearing the only known Chiefsplanet tattoo. What a badass.

Damn, what a guy. He will be missed, RIP Haywire.

Haywire turned two weeks into two years. **** Cancer!

Yes. Truly epic.
May he RIP.

Mike and I spent a little time chatting by phone and his courage and selflessness on how he handled all this was amazing.

He worried much more about his family than himself and never bitched once during our communications.

I will miss him dearly

R.I.P. to a great poster. :(

God bless you, bro. RIP. This was a very poignant last post, my dude.

Go and enjoy yourself now up in the great beyond!

:hmmm:

His name isn't Scott bud

RIP. May the good Lord have you in Heaven an hour before the Devil knows you're dead.

Mother ****er. This one really sucks. What a shitty thing to read. His family is in my thoughts.

It's sad that he's gone. But his suffering is over.

RIP

Yep, the guy just keep telling cancer to kiss his ass. Really ****ing inspirational tbh.

It was Mike my error

Dude was a ****ing marvel of strength and attitude.

Certainly made an impact on this group.

RIP. Much love my man.

RIP haywire. You showed us how to look death in the face. I hope I’m half the man you showed us how to be.
As the song says “go rest high on that mountain”.

Damn. That is awful. I thought he had been doing better.

RIP bud.

Well said

What a fighter. RIP Sir.

Damn. I hate it when one of our brothers passes on. Especially to cancer. **** you cancer. Thanks for keeping the riff raff in line in the Romper Room. We're all going to miss you. RIP HayWire.

RIP