Good news, that's why you turned her down.

Nice work, man. Stay strong.

She is responsible for her own responses, just as I am responsible for me.

I am committed to my growth.

6 months ago, some toxic whore calls me drunk and says "I have drugs and an air bnb, come hit it" and I may not have made the decision to decline like I did last night.

She's one of those "not used to rejection types."

'I'm so hot and I am offering you vagina! WHAT DO YOU MEAN "NO!!"??' as her head turns around...

So **** you too, asshole.

I didn't tell her to drive drunk. **** you for putting that on me.

Seriously. Kill yourself. You're too ****ing stupid to breathe our air.

Exactly.

I turned her down because I am healthier. I am better.

And it's simply obvious to everyone except a handful of ****ing dumbasses

Holy shit, you're the one that posts this shit. Stfu and don't post the crazy shit that happens to you or quit whining like a bitch when people call you out.

You had to hit me over the head with a sledge hammer for me to get it. LMAO

Girls can't handle rejection. Period.

She knows she ****ed up, and now think she can get you back with her only asset, the one she was born with.

Good on you for telling her to **** off.

I had a lot of toxicity of my own I had to deal with, and once I started processing all the childhood shit, it wasn't the hugest step to get out of the whole "look at what those ****ed up females did to me!?" victimstance. Like, what did I EXPECT out of them? I deluded myself into thinking she was a whore with a heart of gold but in reality she had your regular old basic cold ass whore's heart.

It was MY fault. I put myself in that position.

Gold Star wanted to marry me, but I wouldn't commit, my unprocessed trauma ruined that. I didn't deal with it, wouldn't process it.

My grandma who raised me died. I wouldn't process it.

Fun Bags never wanted to, like, marry me...but she genuinely liked me and wanted me to grow and there were issues....and I wouldn't even talk to her about them.

So when it ended, and I was hurt, it was foreign because I was used to feeling NOTHING. This was painful, and I had been conditioned since childhood to ignore pain.

So I ignored it and ran into the Superfreak buzzsaw aka Crazy Town.

I had no business being in a relationship with ANYONE, but especially not her. But I was just running from pain.

Now I know not to run from pain. Just sit in it. Allow it to happen. It hurt because I cared. And it's okay to care. It's GOOD to care about someone that much. Not a weakness.

So, Funbags will probably hurt me again. She hurts me now, because we are keeping our distance, and it totally hurts. But I know it's necessary, because I'm still healing. And she's probably going to hurt me in the future. Or someone else will, eventually. I accept that. I'm so sensitive, everything hurts me anyway. Might as well be her. Pain is inevitable; it's suffering that is the choice. I no longer choose to suffer.

But I am 100% accountable for the action I made that put me in that position, and I have completely changed my life over the past year :

Got divorced
Moved back to Columbia
Quit drinking
Quit eating processed foods/gluten
Hot yoga almost every day
In an intensive therapy program

And I go to school/work and have an internship and a band.

My relationships with everyone are better than ever.

People can honestly see how much better I am and how much happier I am.

My boss had me watch her 10 month old daughter last week.

When my best friend got married in OP, this GIANT ass house with all the kids from the wedding party... I stayed with the kids and watched the house when they went to the hotel after the reception. My friend let me use his brand new Dodge Ram pickup to go move a bed frame. Just left the keys in the cup holder.
These things probably don't happen a year ago.

I've grown so much from everythimg that it's downright visible, people can SEE it. And they're responding.

Thank you for seeing that.

And you are correct.

I posted that a girl I broke up with a year ago showed back up drunk and crazy.

Only some toxic dipshits with a lot of problems of their own they don't wanna deal with would point fingers at me as being the cause at this point.

#facts #science

rabblerouser, you ok bud?

Hank, it's uh...y'know...danged ol' feelings and...hey, the Cowboys are on.

Wouldn't you rather talk about the game, Hank? It's tied. 14-14

Meh, people respond to what you post here and not necessarily what actually happened... since you know, we weren't there.

You mentioned someone tried to seduce you and started blaming you for stealing drugs... with no other context. Unless she climbed in your window at night and snuck into your bed, that certainly sounds like you had at least a LITTLE to do with it, even if it's as much as answering your door.

If you don't want people judging your shit based off what you post on the internet, stop posting your shit on the internet.

Right, it was indication of her break from reality.

Didn't mean to shit on things, really... my 'yes it is' was more so a way of saying "get/stay the **** out of that situation" than anything, but again with limited context. If it was more so along the lines of crazy ass woman showing up at your doorstep and screaming through the door, then not much you can do about that, I supposed.

Yeah, I prefer drunk, crazy, incoherent, manipulative people who have already damned near ruined my life once to stay the **** away, personally.

But alcohol doesn't make anyone do anything, it just allows them to do what they already wanted to do...

Sometimes, "hot" girls can turn downright ugly after you see who they are on the inside...

I hope you can stay on the straight and narrow.

That said, can we see the videos of the crashes? Could be HoF material.

Keep it real, Trainwreck.

Its early, but I think youre a lock for first prize at the pathetic post awards.

Imagine posting your personal shit to a place as abrasive as CP and being outraged at the inevitable negative responses.

Calling out a bunch of dumbasses out for being stupid judgemental hypocrites who don't know what the **** they're even talking about is hardly ****ing "being outraged"

I just figured if they care so ****ing much, they'd keep up with the rest of the class, first of all.

Second, her getting drunk and crashing her car because she's emotionally distraught over me doesn't really look as bad on me as you seem to think...

ROFL
LMAO

I always do.

Unlike you...who just keeps it real lame and real stupid.

Whatever helps you sleep at night.

Make sure you let us all in on the next completely insane adventure you have, opening the subject up for comment on the limited information you post, so that you can piss and moan about people talking about it when they "have no idea" what they're talking about.

Look inward. Lot of shit will get solved all on its own.

She seems nice.

You know what, you're right.

Why should I assume that anyone would be rational in any assessment, in anything?

That's my bad for thinking "this ****ed up bitch." And posting about it here while I couldn't sleep.

I should've talked to all my friends about it or posted about it on fb. That's what a MATURE person would do

ROFL
LMAO

Get the **** over yourself.

A crazy ****ed up bitch who I broke up with a year ago is having a full-on meltdown, showed up drunk and wrecking into my neighbor's cars...and how is that NOT deserving of its own thread on CP!?

Maybe we need another thread about poop, or running the ball, that more your speed, gramps?

A mature person wouldn't have found themselves in this situation to begin with.

You're 40 years old still ****ing with hardcore drugs and bragging about sticking your dick in crazy whores you named Fun Bags and Throat GOAT, laughing about how one of them totaled your neighbors cars in the trailer park.

You've got a daughter, dude. You need to do better.

A lot of hot girls have things so easy they don’t know how to handle the slightest adversity.

When it happens they default back to their childhood years and do what worked for them. Throw fits, cry a lot, etc. When they got a little older they resort to sex. That always fixed the problem in the past.

When you reject them after that their chambers are empty. Get one on drugs? JFC

Maybe you missed this post? :shrug:

Yeah, you sound like one of these Gen Z pussies. "I was a victim" "I had unprocessed trauma" blah blah.

And you also sound like one of those dipshits bragging about never being arrested. "My friend left me his car keys" "my friends trusted me enough to watch a few kids after a wedding reception" lol THOSE ARE THINGS THAT SHOULD BE EXPECTED OF YOU.

But in all seriousness, I'm glad you feel like you're turning things around. It just sucks that you let it get so bad in the first place.. and, idk, you being so argumentative in this thread leads me to believe that you've got some more growing up to do.

Just realize that nearly every bad thing that has ever happened to you is a result of your shitty decision-making. Once you accept that, things will improve.

Hey Rabble, maybe take a break from this thread. I can assure you that nothing good is going to come out of you continuing to bicker back and forth with other posters. Chalk this one up to “maybe I don’t share some of the wild things that happen in my life on a message board where it’s known that I’ve had a pretty ****ed up life for a few years.” People are going to be judge mental because that’s what humans do.

Keep working on you. The rest of this doesn’t really matter that much.

Yeah, reading through the thread and I'm a bit baffled why you thought posting a story about your drunken ex smashing both your neighbors cars in a fit of drunken rage would correlate to back pats and 'attaboys' about how much better you're doing or, well, pretty much anything except the mocking you got.

But congrats on fighting through those rough times and making things better for yourself.

real housewives of independence

I'm still kinda stunned.

I moved on long ago and don't understand what she's trying to accomplish with her behavior.

Like, does anyone go "Goddamn, she really is coming apart without me. I should go lay down on the railroad tracks with her..."

I live in Columbia.

She lives in Peculiar.

Like, if you have brain damage that makes you forget things in your short term memory, then forgive me for asking if you have any concept of what words mean when they are strung together to form a sentence? Because I bolded the parts you must've missed when you got up on your high horse to extoll the virtues of accountability to me :

Does it need to be quoted a third time? Do you need a breakdown of what each word means in this context?

Like, if you want me to even take you seriously, on any level, you have to do a better job of comprehending what I posted and not just skimming so you can be a smarmy asshole in your retort.

#fact #dobetteryour****ingself

It doesn't matter at all.

It's the alcohol for her.

The drugs add to it...but the alcohol is the constant. And it's not good for her.

Not good for a lot of people.

I have decided I no longer want to see any pics

Yeah, I was just speaking generally. You're not the only **** up on this board. It helps for others to hear that sort of thing.

But you do sound like a pussy, though. You're super sensitive and clearly still don't fully grasp the concept.

It was a bad decision for you to post this info here and you are not holding yourself accountable for the blowback you're getting. You decided to post this, you brought this on yourself.

My best friend's twin brother at 68 years old is a 45-50 year long drug addict. So is the 53 yr old sister in law and 30 year old nephew.

The three of them along with a border live in a trailer together.

It is MASSIVE DRAMA 24x7x365.

Police, fights between all of them, jail, past due on all bills, no valid drivers license, no registration, no car insurance, no bank accounts, 1 person barely working out of 3, no working vehicle, 1 car impounded, DMV surcharges, unpaid tickets, utilities off and on for non payment, unwashed clothes, holes in shoes, no money for food many times per month, no doctors or dentists for 20 years, cell phones sold for drugs, no money to pay cell, never pay income taxes in 30 years, food stamps, other assistance.

They do heroin, crystal meth, alcohol.

This is the day after day of a ****ing low life drug addict.

The live and function in drama.

Most people can't fathom how they stay in squalor.

My best friend couldn't be more opposite.

Well, quote them and not me.

When you quote me, I get this crazy notion that you're addressing me specifically...

Yes, I am super sensitive. And there's nothing wrong with that. I disassociated for so long, I'm dealing with shit I didn't deal with for more than 3 decades.

As for the "pussy" comment :
1. I am what I eat.
2. A pussy can take quite the pounding'
3. I can say what I want to anyone. In person. No one has ever beat my ass except my dad. Just because I'm shedding the toxic masculinity that society indoctrinated us with doesn't mean I'm cured - I knocked one drunk asshole plumb senseless at the Blue Note the other day.
I often wonder how a guy like that feels after a long-haired dude with soft features, earrings, and sparkly fingers knocks him the **** out. his eyes rolled back into his head, and I thought I won a kewpie doll.

So, yeah. Call me a pussy on the internet, keyboard warrior. If me being sensitive and allowing myself space to feel so I can heal makes you think I'm a "pussy", then your comment makes you look like a small-minded, rednecked dickhead ****ing loser.

I'd rather be a sensitive pussy than butt****ing moran who is a judgmental redneck hillbilly bigot forever stuck in the ****ing 1950s.

You should stop beating your wife and let her get a job.

Difference between me and you :

I will say all of this to your face, and you won't do a ****ing thing about it, coward.

You don't have the balls to call me a "pussy" to my face, guaranteed. And if you do, your balls are definitely bigger than your brain...
It was a bad decision to allow myself to be in a relationship with her.

Yet somehow, if I have any trouble sleeping tonight...it will not be because of this post.

I’d say it’s a virtual certainty that rabble stole Crazy Town’s drugs and hid them in his brain.

We're all very impressed

Jerry Jerry Jerry

Nothing will change without accepting responsibility for your own decisions. Impossible to move on while blaming others for bad life choices.

Who did i blame for bad life choices?

Quote where I blame anyone but myself.

LMAO

I'm shedding the toxic masculinity that society indoctrinated us with

Society is not your problem. Your life decisions are your problem. You are an angry person and that is all on you not society.

Let me **** her

Toxic Masculinity is real.

I do not blame society for being toxic.

I blame myself and myself only for my actions.

Maybe you missed that part of my post. Repeatedly.

Because I've posted it more than once.

They aren't mutually exclusive. They don't exist in a vacuum.

Like, ThaVirus calling me a 'pussy' for talking about 'feelings' and 'trauma' is a shining example of a guy who is so insoctrinated by toxic masculinity that he feels compelled to ridicule someone for not being as masculine as he views himself.

Textbook example.

https://www.verywellmind.com/what-is...linity-5075107

I'm more than slightly amused that a bunch of low-rent, double-digit IQ cro-magnum mouthbreathers are trying to tell me that I'm "being a pussy" for acknowledging my feelings and putting them in their proper context as opposed to either acting on them or pretending they don't exist.

ROFL
LMAO

I mean, it'a not up to me but she'll let you do anything you want to her.

Seriously.

She lives in Peculiar and I can easily put you in her orbit.

I mean, I will warn you : the pussy is good. And ****ing her face with those piercings and all is great fun. And she will pretend to be very cool.

Just remember - it's a ****ing trap. Hit and quit it. Or else.

.

Then maybe you shouldn't be offended by people calling you out about your bad decision making.

^

This is the LAST place I'd be sharing things like this, rabble

LMAO

Dude has a lot of growing up to do..

Cro-Magnon..if you're going to use the term to tell others how stupid they are, use the correct term.

Cro-magnum - prehistoric humans with giant penises that could only wear the largest of condoms.

That part does seem like an accurate descriptor of CP

I keep reading the title as "So this joust happened", and I get all excited that someone actually had a joust.

Same here
Very disappointed
Wreck is piss poor entertainment also
2 stars
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I've kinda avoided your life drama because...well...i've been around all types and i get it....but....let me give you some advice.

If you're gonna be sticking your dick in druggies then don't bring them around your house. I get it man, sex & drugs are a blast.

If you haven't had sex on drugs before, then you really have no idea how good your body is capable of feeling. So don't judge people who get addicted to it, like all these twacked out females who get addicted to taking dick on meth. They're in ****ing heaven, their body is chemically addicted to it because sex on drugs is like nothing you've ever felt before, so they chase it.

But Rabble, you should ****ing know that.

So you found some chick who's willing to eat the corn from your ass and peg you. She probably graciously sucks your dick for as long as her meth high lasts and then begs for more. Good for you.

But how the **** did you think that wasn't going to backfire on you?

Quit sticking your man-vagina in crazy bitches. I get it, it's fun. But that you made it too personal and now these are the consequences. I hope you learned something but you probably didn't. Sober pussy don't do what drugged pussy does and you yourself are probably addicted to that flavor of pussy anyway.

It is what it is now. Good luck in your recovery.

Maybe we can convince him to engage in a joust. I mean, he kinda owes us that.

Cro-Magnum PI. The same people, but wearing Hawaiian shirts instead.

Grand Cru Magnum is a wine packaged in a 1.5 liter bottle, roughly the average size of a CPers dong

First- I think toxic masculinity is bad. I am ok with my feelings and I don't need to act macho.

Second- I knock guys out and wonder if they feel like a pussy. I need to knock guys out so I feel macho.

You wouldn't say that to my face!

LMAO

Keep your head up brother rabble

I'm actually a bit interested in how this part of the story turned out. Update?

18" Long and 12" wide? Nice looking bottle...

Same. My first thought was, jousting is pretty dangerous.

I clicked on the wrong jausting thread and was trying to figure out what type of video game you sick ****s were playing.

My fault...carry on.