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Take it easy man

Thinking of you hoss......hows it going?

Sorry bro

I truly am.

Stay strong Chiefs brother.

Still kicking.

I went back to the doc Thursday and she upped my meds again.

Same shit different day. Pain is tolerable but running our of energy is annoying. Going to try and sit on my ass all day today.

I'm an asshole and hypocrite.

I prayed for nzoner and Clark saying not to give up....and I didn't listen to my own "advice".

I'll ask over and over if you'll keep them in your thoughts

I had a lot of shit typed but it didn't come out the way I wanted

One day at a time, my friend.
Take a breath and just move on.
Try and find that inner ****in peace.
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Is this a no on the embedding?

Your call.

I was just having a rough morning and that song kind of hit home.

I wasn't sure if it would lift spirits or it was just me venting.

Yes please.

Me and Pappy talked the other night and we both have the side effects.

I'll try to explain. I'll speak on my behalf alone.

My body ain't processing food very well but what does get through "releases toxins" and it screws up the way I think.

So if I do/say something stupid....well I'm an idiot.

Yesterday sucked and my beautiful wife had to deal with me...and had some sharp pains this morning.

Anyway....that song hit very much home.
I'm trying to explain to my kids what's happening, love my wife, and keep a comforting shoulder for Pa.

When I do think clearly....I feel like an ass.

I keep saying "fight" to everyone else.

I need to do the same.

Thanks

I'm aweome.....