That puts in perspective how bad you have it but you can and will still kick its ass.

Planning on it. Headed to the doctor this morning.

I'm still available to kick you in the nuts up into your guts your nuts will kick C in the nuts and it will get the **** out.


No need to thank me.

I require dinner before any nut shots

I like to meditate every day. Sometimes during meditation, I pray. This morning I prayed for you and your full recovery. Take care of yourself, Brother and keep us posted. We are ALL pulling for you.

Thank you much.

I think today is more meds and making a plan.

It will be a relief just to have something in place so I know what to expect

****ing doctors.....let's throw a little "end stage" liver disease in there just to brighten my ****ing day.

I swear I'm not going back...them assholes don't ever say anything good.

I understand. Sorry that it can't work out for you. And I can't be your favorite poster because I hardly ever post. I lurk constantly though and have for many years. So I could be your favorite lurker 😄

Damn, man. Very sorry to hear. Praying for peace of mind and I hope the doctors at least were able to prescribe some treatment that will help based on the diagnosis.

Well said. X 2 from me Haywire......

Still going to a specialist but it looks like we're at the point of just trying to stay comfortable.

The doc gave me some meds and I've some other ummm....relaxing assistants.

Specialist is booked to far out so I got his nurse.

Holy shit that was horrible. My wife cussed the whole way home.

Very sad day for Chiefs Planet. So sorry you're going through this. Just said a prayer for you asking for it to either turn out well or be as painless as possible. Hang tough.

You have tons of people praying for you. Hang in there!

I’m sorry man. I’m thinking of you brother man.

Praying for you and your Family.

Prayers for your comfort and your families comfort. God Bless.

Got blood work back this morning....


Something Something Something....normal range is 38-220...I came at 1500...I was hoping that's a typo....but doc called and what's me in ASAP.

Hang in there and stay optimistic.

If this board has a wealth of knowledge about anything it's getting wasted and getting cancer. People here been through things.

:harumph: I wouldn't be the same if we weren't all experts

Man dude call me between 1 and 130.

Sending my prayers to you HayWire.

**** Cancer.

Today I turned 58 (my birthday)

5 years cleared from throat cancer

Praying and thinking of you HayWire everyday.....

Keep on keeping on you son of a bitch....give me time to come out and meet you in person.

For fun I will give you a Raiders jersey, but I will wear a Chiefs jersey in your honor anytime.

Happy birthday.

If you ever brought a Raiders jersey in this it would get set on fire

Then I’ll be sure it’s a Carr Jersey ;)

This place has been awesome (except for mod choices).

Random guy on in internet rant.....

Quit....I thought it was impossible to say that...

Fight...watch this....****er

Tired....daily.

Angry....sure, why not.

I was sure I wouldn't live forever 15 years ago, guess I called that one wrong. Today is my wife and myslef anniversaries.God Bless her.


Diagnosis....I'm done. Shit ASS **** me.

Can't fix me....****ers....

Don't get me wrong...my dumbass will always fight.
But....shit happens.


I've got cancer in my liver plus liver disease.

They can try and get one but the other will get me instead.
The wife and I had a good cry and have came to a decision...no more docs or specialist.

It is what it is......

I'm gonna smile everyday, I will love as hard as I can, and I will enjoy having my feet underneath me.

I hope this isn't my leaving forever thread.

Thanks CP,

God bless you . Wish there was something we could do.

Prayers for you HayWire!

If a ferritin test shows higher than normal levels, it could indicate that you have a condition that causes your body to store too much iron. It could also point to liver disease, rheumatoid arthritis, other inflammatory conditions or hyperthyroidism. Some types of cancer also can cause your blood ferritin level to be high.

So sorry you are going through all of this. Death is a sucky part of life I suppose. Best you can do is live life to its fullest for as long as you can. And hold on to your wife tightly!

Prayers sent on a regular basis for you and everyone else involved.

Just found out this week that I caught it also. Fortunately mine is treatable, just trying to find the right surgeon to cut it out.

God bless you . I admire your mindset and courage on display. May you find the strength to be able to do whatever the **** you want to do with your time left.

Bullshit!

Get on the transplant list my dude

To far gone unfortunately.

Wife and have talked and agreed.

I just want to be comfortable......


I'm not gone yet....just getting on the exit ramp.....

Still got a Lil lead in my pencil

Love the attitude, hate ****ing cancer... I am happy you are loved and pray for your comfort.

Sending Love and Prayers and all that is good. I'm happy for one thing and that is the fact you get time to say your goodbyes. Many people get taken out all of the sudden but you're getting your time. That is a wonderful thing.

I pray you live the rest of your days pain free with the people that love you.

God Bless!

I can't imagine what you are feeling right now. Lost my dad to it, i was too far away/excuse after excuse to spend more time with him.
Hug your wife/family. If you can, go on a trip/vacation/whatever. You've got fight in you boy!! You enjoy everything you can!!
**** Cancer!! You have a great support crew in these parts!! You've made this guy behind a computer monitor get all weepy!
We've got your back here brother!!

Hugs from the Cabletech94 fam......

Why isn't this thread Stickied ????

Mod Abuse?



(Sorry MODS, I kid)

If you do both at the same time, such as bull riding or other badass things, I'd suggest getting your wife's buy-in first...

Putting you on the CP **** BIG C prayer list!

May peace come to you and your family Haywire. This reminds me the shit I stress about is silly and stupid.

Loved your bull riding thread BTW.

Keep fighting.

nothing I will say can change the trajectory or outcome.

I hope as you step off the stage that you can use all your strength to help not only yourself but provide the support for your family.

My father died the day before his 57th birthday from liver cancer so I know the rough road to come.

May God Bless you and your family as you face this final challenge.

We are all here for you.

I'm glad you and your wife were able to come to a consensus. I'm thinking of you. Sorry, brother.

I cannot imagine any of what you've been through. I am very sorry to hear of your news. The decision you've made is yours and yours alone and I hope everyone respects your choice because there isn't a tougher one in life to make.

I hope you and your family get some bonding moments and memories in the time you have left.

Damn man. I'm so sorry. **** Cancer.

I will say your words are quite inspirational. I had a ****ing shit day and got super pissed about it. Like fighting mad.

Now I feel like a horses ass because here you are handling your adversity with grace, and comparatively my shit doesn't even register and I'm being a bitch about it .

Need to be more like .

Much love man. I'm praying for you.

Thanks for the inspiration and perspective Haywire. I don't want to waste chances to fully live and love while I'm here. Wishing you and your family all the peace and comfort possible.

Best to you as well 64 Chief.

I’ll be praying for you and your family, bro.

however this plays out, just know, you are winning at life.

I don't have much to say other than I am so sorry that you have to deal with this and my thoughts are with you and your family.

-Richard

It hurts to read this bud. But I admire and respect the approach you're taking. Just remember this. Nobody can tell you how long you can live. They might say X amount of time, but that's an estimate at best. That doesn't take into account your stubborn-ass self. They don't really know you. Don't underestimate what a pain in the ass you are. That alone is gonna account for more time than you might expect. Give em both middle fingers, and prove them wrong. :toast:

Very sorry for the news man. As others have said the way you handle this and by sharing it with us it gives us inspiration and perspective on our own battles in life. I will pray every day that your time with your wife, daughter, family, and friends goes as best as humanly possible.

God Bless you and yours brother!

Wow, didn't expect this.

Got up this morning to do my normal lurking and seen all the replies.

You ****ers made me tear up.

I really appreciate it. You guys are the best.

She'll just say no.

Might as well just do it and try to explain later.


I kid. She's been awesome. She already told me to do whatever makes me happy and stay comfortable. The only thing I got shot down on was hookers and blow

This made me smile because you are correct.

I'm stubborn....very very stubborn.

The docs can say what they want but I've never been the type to back down.

Granted there are very bad days and I get pissed but I'm determined to make the good days out number the bad.

I'm not stupid and I know whats coming but until I decide to get in my "forever box" I will live hard and love harder.

I don’t say much to you, but please don’t forget that I’m always in your corner.
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Haywire we're all thinking of you and pulling for you. Keep your head up.

Very sorry to see this bud. You need to go out fighting bearcat until the end. You’re the hero the common cper needs. All the best to you in your journey and enjoy every last minute

Well ****!

Hang in there, man. I'll keep you in my thoughts.

Oh Damn ! So sad to hear this, punch right back buddy! They told my wife in 2002 ,she had 18 months! She lived another 16 years!

Hit back, do things your way, just like she did!

You keep living and enjoy life.

But... when you're gone, can I take over for abusing that pig ****er Bearcat?

.may God bless you and your family during this time! Keep fighting! There really are no words I can say to make anything better.....just know that you're in our thoughts and prayers! Don't be afraid to reach out to anyone here if you need to talk. We're all here for you! Make memories with your family would be the best advice I can give! They'll appreciate them and you! Appreciate every minute you get to spend with them! Don't worry about trivial stuff. God bless!

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HOW IS THIS MUTHER ****ER NOT AN HONORARY MODERATOR YET!?!? ELEVENTY?!?!?!?111!!?!1

This post is EXACTLY what I'm talking about

This!

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light!
- Dylan Thomas

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place, and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward; how much you can take and keep moving forward!
-Rocky Balboa

I don't have the words right now, so I stole some words from other people.

We love you HayWire.

What everyone else said.

And take the time you need to get your mind right. Decide that you're going to beat this and do what's necessary to stack the percentages in your favor. Read up on what' you've got and start adding vitamins or foods or activities that help beat the bastard.

A lot of people did small things that slowly start stacking the odds against good health. Now's a great time to find one bad thing and eliminate it. Find a good thing and add it. Be positive and proactive.

And if there's a bad day that happens come on here and kick someone around. It's gonna' happen anyway and if not a constructive it's a safe outlet.

This question needs to be addressed asap

Sorry I haven't had a chance to respond to everyone but I've been sleeping a lot the last few days.


I really appreciate all of you. I does mean a lot.

I noticed I posted the ferritin definition but did explain.
A normal range is 38-380....my dumbass came in at 1497.

I pretty sure that's not good

He should be monerator of the Romper Room

Prayers sent man

I haven't been here very long. I don't know you at all. This brought me to tears. Praying for you and your family.

I go in here for Tuesday morning scan....again...

I don’t know him at all and i feel sick.

Haywire may your remaining time be filled with as much laughter, joy and Chiefs kicking ass to watch possible. Even though most of us(thankfully) will never have to deal with a diagnosis such as yours none of us are truly long for this world.

I can tell you have touched the community here deeply. You have nothing but my admiration and respect. I’m so sorry you must deal with this.

Best of luck and prayers.

Don't hesitate to pm me if you need anything

Thank you man. I've tried to keep a good attitude as much as I can. Some days I still get pissy but yelling at the clouds ain't going to change anything.

We've added vitamins some time back. Between the vitamins and all the shit the docs prescribed I take a small pharmacy of pills several times a day.

I plan on kicking people around once I am made a super mod. You bitches better watch out.

I'm sorry to hear about your diagnosis, HayWire. At least sounds like you're handling the best way to you can and making the most of the time you have left. **** cancer!!

Out of curiosity...from you (and others who have also battled), what symptoms did you start having that eventually forced your hand into getting check out by a doctor?

Late in the day....I just checked in

FU

Sorry brother


Here ya go..... my legs don't work.