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For me its about willpower and a very healthy support system. Therapy for addiction is a huge help. get it if you can.
Ive been an addict since I can remember. When I was a senior in high school, I was majorly addicted to freebase cocaine. I was already heavy into other drugs, LSD, Crytal, Pot and cigarettes, But smoking cocaine nearly killed me. At age 18 I was 79 lbs, homeless and near death and was still trying to finish HS. I remember sitting at my dealers house on the couch( I also lived there briefly in the cellar with my boyfriend and a skunk), and all these dudes came out of one of the rooms with all kinds of firepower waiting for some brigade to come. They were high and paranoid and I knew if I moved, I was dead. I had an epihany, I was going to die if I didnt makes serious changes. I did. I ended up on the streets for a couple of months while still trying to graduate, And I did it becasue I had to. The other drugs went out the window too, except nicotine. I managed again to quit smoking, cold turkey, when I was 28. WILLPOWER and the desire to live. As you can see in both cases, it is the desire to live that helped me put the pipe down so to speak. As I grow older I still find I have addictions I need to deal with, gambling was one once and food always will be. Im an addict. Plain and Simple. But with help, support and a will to live a better life, you can be a "semi-retired" addict like me:) |
HI, I'm john and I'm a recovering Addict. :D
I have about 2 years clean at this time, after relapsing following 3 years clean. I had a serious problem with prescription narcotics for 10+ years. For me the key was going through treatment & being very involved in NA & AA.... Not willing to share much other than that on here, but if ya want to talk shot me a pvt message anytime. |
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I can honestly say I haven't had either of the two mix drinks since. |
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I am very, very, glad I found this thread. Or somebody brought it back up from when it was created quite some time ago.
I agree with KC2004. With compulsive/ addictive behavior, while one addiction may hold your attention for a while- it's just as easy to jump to something else. For me it's gambling. I have a major issue with it- no doubt about it. However I also have other addiction demons that come calling from time to time. |
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KC2004 and JD369 bring up a couple good points.
It's been 7 weeks from this past Sat. that I went to my first AA meeting. Funny, that today's topic was about addictions other than alcohol. No coincidence that I haven't fired up a bowl in the 7 wks+. Cigarettes, OTOH, are a different matter entirely. Caffeine, as well. Funny, the huge image of the coffee pot on the front door of the AA office. |
I've dated an addict and it was a whole different world for me. I couldn't understand why we couldn't keep any alcohol around the house. It takes me a long, long time to polish off a bottle of whiskey, but not with this girl. Basically, she drank until it was all gone.
It sucked because that meant that either I had to do like she did, or we had to go our separate ways. We ended up going our separate ways. Thankfully, I'm the opposite, I can take things or leave them. Take alcohol away from me and I'm fine. However, it's not the same with an addictive personality. It's all or nothing, balls-to-the-wall until you pass out. A person like this either changes willingly or dies. |
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is me :( And I didn't start to change willingly, but 6 months in jail because of my addiction got me started. Glad now that I spent that time & time in treatment |
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