To Ming and Bearcat I humbly appologize
 

Ming and Bearcat I formally apologize to you both. I lost myself because my mother was diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer. There is no cure for this and the only resolve is chemo. There is no surgery option and the only thing to do is go through chemo and contain the cancer or hope it shrinks it. I was angry and I feel like I took it out on both of you - it is not YOUR problem, it is MINE. I wish to apologize again to both of you because this is not ME. I am sorry and wish no enemy's on this BB. Please forgive me and I am very sorry.

Sorry for your mom Stryker.

**** Cancer.

Thank you friend it is appreciated

Terribly sorry to hear.

My father passed away from liver cancer the day before his 57th birthday.

The last two weeks of his life were terrible. Some weird things occur as the liver cannot process the body's toxins.

You will need to be strong and do everything you can to help your Moms quality of life.

God bless you and your family.

Hang in there. Be there for your Mom.

Prayers for you and your family.

Best wishes to your Mom and you, Stryker.

Thank you all for the kind words. It is really appreciated.

All is forgiven. when my kids were 6 and 3, I had my own brush with cancer. Thankfully for me, I got mine diagnosed at stage 1 and so far it hasn't come back.

But those were some dark days for me and my family. Not knowing...just waiting for biopsy results for 3 weeks when they said 10 days. Wondering if your kids would remember you and knowing they probably wouldn't. Even after getting the great news that it hadn't spread, just dealing with surgery and more biopsies and the fear of it returning... All of that was enough to **** me up mentally for a while... I was distant, I couldn't talk to people about it, I couldn't focus....

And that was just stage 1..(easy mode). I couldn't have handled more at that time.

So a big hug to you and im sorry you're dealing with this. I've lost other loved ones to cancer as well. It's just a horrible disease. PM me if you ever want to talk or hit me on the discord.

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Also, just wanted to mention that the technology they have now is amazing so be strong for your mom and help her keep fighting. Look into clinical trials. There are major breakthroughs happening in oncology. Don't give up hope!

Sorry man.

Prayers to your mom and yourself..

Wow that sucks. I could see why you would react as you had.

Lost my older brother to cancer when he was 53, cancer sucks. I hope your Mother is able to make it through this and I will be praying for you and your family.

I hope they forgive you. I'm sincerely sorry for your situation.

I don't talk about myself much, but I made dumb ass posts after my dad died in 2021.

We all go through this shit and it ****ing sucks. Good on you for apologizing.

Thank you! I am not an asshole but I acted like one. I wish to apologize to you personally .