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I gave up my fight against booze when I was 29. Got all the help I could. I was lucky that I never was good at anything or successful in the real world. That made t easier to just do what doctors and theropists wanted me to do. I am still constantly fighting bi-polor and depression, and I recently went through a two year depression that was God awful. The worst. I wanted to die but I think you go to hell if you kill yourself so I keep on making my appointments and trying different things. The other day I was talking to my doctor about constantly losing jobs now because of my mental health. He reminded me that I go through more in a day than 99 percent of the population. I am not pissed off at God or anything I just try to go to depression forums and help. You definitely have to take it as it comes.
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