Yesterday i started punching myself out of a funk and depression and a month of roller coaster emotions with my girlfriend treating me like shit and giving me love and then dumping me days after making love. I put myself in a bad spot i'm better today packing my shit and I'm moving out. She dumped me for her ex boyfriend so I should have seen it coming but what do you do when your in love with a girl. I wanted to kick his ass but he is elder than me by 20 years an old geezer so I just kicked my own ass.
It's really all her fault she dumped him for me and then decided she still had feelings for him because they were together for 10 years. What ever I'm over it. Just have to pick my self up . Only regret i haven't been fishing but it's rained almost every day this month.
I'm moving back to Western Ks not that I want too but I'm taking my old position back at Larned St. Hospital and going work 80+ hours a week again.
I can kick my own ass better than anyone.