[ROYC75]

Dang it Janx, I feel your pain, I've been there everyday since April 2018. I found myself to just keep going on, it's what she told me to do.

Fortunately just a mere 1.5 months went by when I found myself hanging on for life from the knee infection I picked up. That took me 3.5 years to get through that occupied my time even more to live and to live without her.

Losing your spouse who is/was your Rock of Gibraltar is tough to handle. Many times you hear how a woman can't go on without her man, who always supported her, took care of her financially doing all things for her. Well folks, that works the opposite direction as well, it takes a good woman to make the man he is!

Mark 10 v 8 speaks of both fleshes becoming one. That verse is true, you do think like one, act as one, do everything as one. When one has deceased, you do feel lost.

All I can tell ya is, continue living as 1 because time does heal. When you recall all of your dreams the 2 of you had, fulfil them if some are not completed. It has worked for me, I can't say it will for you but it will give you a goal of completing things you both set out to do. Cause deep down inside of me I know she is still a part of me and always will be.

Best of luck to you man and if you ever want to talk, hit me up!