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Originally Posted by Mephistopheles Janx
6 months today.
I'm hollow. Trying to do stuff and keep busy... but any happiness I have is momentary.
Very little has changed in the way I feel. I'm basically just hanging around until the reaper comes for me. The shrink I talked to was a complete and utter ****ing joke. TBH... there isn't really anything they can tell me that will help. I've processed everything that happened, I accept everything that has happened, and I simply just highly don't give a **** anything outside of keeping my animals alive.
Mr. Meeseeks had it right. Existence is pain.
Please don't read this as some exit message... I've made promises to people that I'm gonna keep and I couldn't do that to the 37 animals that depend on me. Just venting out into the ether.
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Spending life insurance money is ****ing gross. I need to... don't have the option to just give it to charity but it is sooo ****ing gross.
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Anyhow... go Chiefs.
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Stay strong... For everybody around you. Time will help you cope and adjust, but how you're feeling now means you two have a rich life together. Listen to your inner soul, she's in their and will help guide you.