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I have learned that I am way too invested in this team. It sounds strange but all the years the bills were terrible it was easier to watch. I expected to lose every week. The days they won were awesome.
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I feel this on such a personal level. Chiefs games are so hard to watch live now. I can't just settle down and enjoy the good football as it's happening cause I'm just so anxious over the possibility of losing. Winning isn't nearly as satisfying, and losing feels 1000 times worse. Even though I align myself as an optimist on this board, I can't enjoy the good moments when the game is actually on. We literally need to be winning by 3+ touchdowns before I can relax, it sucks.