I should have died on 3 separate occasions and I'm currently in the express lane for my last ride.
Seems like you just have a lot on your mind
We've all been taught since an early age that we wont live for evere. I'm sure there are going to be a thousand different theories from the CP docs.
My opinion is pretty simple. You can think about dying all you want but you can also choose to think about living.
I've chosen to live with a smile with the time I have left...don't get me wrong...I get upset, pissed, question why, and all that shit from time to time.
If you lived closer I'd take you out on one of my secret outings. I like to visit, learn, love, and give shit away.
It's a weird trip when good things randomly happen to me after giving someone else a surprise.
I have more ideas and suggestions than I can type but feel free to pm me if you like. Just fair warning my brain has started going lately so if I ever say weird shit or forget what's going on just laugh.
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