[IowaHawkeyeChief]

I am one of four siblings, there's two of us left. I lost a sister in her 30's(derpression) and my oldest brother when he was 53(brain cancer). The best advice I could give is eventually you have to live for those that are still here and need your love and joy, yes joy. I also believe that is what my siblings would want and that is what your son would want. While there is still sadness when I think about them sometimes, I try to think of a fun time, and then share a happy story with my brother or Mom. It's tough, but those around you, yourself, and those that passed want you to be joyful, but thoughtful. Prayers to you.