Sorry to hear the news.
Try taking a hobby and making a "part time" out of it.
I worked for a man like that once just after I came off the road from long haul trucking,,,
He paid $38,000 CASH (my better half's god son works at the dealership) for a 5th whell trailer, to pull behind his 2002 Chev duley, (his 2001 had 22,000 miles on it so it quote un quote "had to go, too many miles on it")
Then I worked for another guy who "never made a dime more then his men" but paid CASH (the bass plaer in my band workes at teh Harley shop) for a 2004 Harley soft tail.
Then I said to m'self...why the hell are you working for someone else anyway?
Didn't grandpa always say.."you'll never do more than get by if ANOTHER MAN signs your pay cheque"
He was right,,,the first year is a bit rough, but after that it's all good.