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Hey guys I am through. Just seeing how this is affecting makes me feel very ugly and not worthy of the great people that are now in my life.
The funny thing is that the kids seem to be calming but my wife seems to be the one that I am cold and distant to. And she does not deserve that.
I will never smoke again. It is over. It is just a matter of getting past this without making her hate me right now and wanting to leave.
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