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Mixed feelings about death because sometimes I love and hate life.
The times that I love life I cherish the moments Im here and think of this tremendous gift we have. When Im in that state of mind, I have this desire to think of life as a long lasting gift.
On the other hand, the times Im feeling down, beat, and miserable, I think to myself couldn't it come any sooner? Why suffer, why experience the pain? I know this sounds cowardly, but Im not ashamed to admit it. Its crazy on how a state of mind be it good or bad has an impact on ones thoughts.
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