Dude. Even without the circumstances you described, relapses are a part of recovery and completely understandable. Don't beat yourself up about it, because that will just lead to further triggers.
Sorry to hear about your own cancer and your mom's.
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In this world of sin and sorrow there is always something to be thankful for; as for me, I rejoice that I am not a Republican.
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