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Originally Posted by JD369
Hey addiction. nlm nlm nlm
4 days clean. I think I've got this thing beat. I realize I'm going to have to be careful from here on out, but lord I feel good right now. Withdrawal effects have subsided substantially. No more cravings. Plus I disposed of the pills I had left. I feel great knowing I had the power to overcome this.
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Now the 2nd phase kicks in.
And I want you to know I'm not saying this to be a d!ck - I just want you to be prepared.
The days will stretch on forever. Time seems to slow.
After a clean work week you'll feel like you've won a battle and week after week you'll feel like you have to battle just to make it through a work week.
At some point you'll ask yourself "how is there this much time in a day? I don't ever remember the days being so long! Just what the **** am I going to do with all this time!?!"
And about then is when you realize just what you've been filling all your time with. And how selfish that really is...