Well, I don't have any great words of advice. I do have some anectodal musings though.
I'm a kid of divorced parents. Only, my mom married 4 times and divorced. We moved alot. Mostly around KC and the midwest. I have some experience with what I'd call a feeling of being lost, directionless, and uncertain about past, present, and future choices.
I don't know that what I felt for several years would be considered clinical depression or just a bunch of aftermath from a pretty ****ed up childhood. What has done the trick for me is surrounding myself with successfull, funny, fun loving, adventurous, and most importantly, unconditionally loving friends and now my family. That changes everything. Go to the people that you know care about you. Hang out. Go do things you like to do with them. You will feel better as you realize that people care about you.
Hope you get to feeling better
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