No, I never bring up my old relationships.
Lumpy, honestly looking back at it I don't see why I ended up acting like I did. I was pretty far drunk when she texted me and I told her I had something to tell you and then finally I asked her my question.
The thing is, when I first posted about this on chiefs planet I was pretty sure that she wanted a relationship and I didn't want one. I had the same attitude when I started drinking.
Around the 1151 text is when sloppy confused smiling drunk Joey became whiny little depressed Pity me Bitch Joey. My mind suddenly switched from not wanting a relationship to wanting one and I was offended she didn't. I started being a Dick to everyone around me and I got in my feelings on Facebook saying how said I was and that she didn't like me. Pretty sure she saw those before I deleted them in the morning.
So I dunno what to do.
that one embarrassing text conversation followed by a short embarrassing phone conversation where I called then wouldn't talk and just sounded moody current change the fact we still like hanging out, right?
For some reason I feel like it does. today the only thing she said about it was yes she thought she got too deep... confuses me more because I thought I was the one that got to 'deep'.
Today was the second day in a row where we didn't see other, and before this we hadn't missed a single day since she messaged me on fb four weeks ago (we hadn't talked since October because she was trying to make things work with her kids dad.) Then she called me late and there was lots of awkward silence then we said weed see each other tomorrow.
Then this text
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So there's the run down so can i get opinions as to wtf is going on? I'm lost. Is this going to be awkward now? Back to normal? Do you think she is confused with how I responded by being sad/bitchy on Facebook? Is that why she thought she got too 'deep'? I wonder where this is going to go from here... Relationship still possible in the future? I don't know what she qualifies as a relationship... I don't even know if I want to be in one..
I think I'm Way over thinking this, I KNOW, because now I feel stupid about the way I acted and the feelings I had, but could still use some advice.