I actually regret making this thread but i've had a lot of irrational thoughts cloud my mind and judgement.
I've got to talk to her and my problem wasn't her it was me for ignoring her wishes and i knew for a month she wanted to see him regardless of my feelings. I just thought i'd win her over but her heart was still with his. This is just bad mojo on my part and things got way blown out of proportion. I'm and idiot for all this.
I'm trying get clarity in my head and get my mind right.
I'm in better spirits today. I know she cares about me and I'm the one who made a fool out of myself.
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