Wow...i'm such an idiot. I'm over it now.
She just called me. And said, "Are you trying to piss me off?"...(Wrote her a letter on nice letter head explaining my feelings in a manly way).
Balls in hand, I demanded her to explain herself.
She basically told me that she lied to me the whole time and she didn't mean "I love you" and all that BS and used me just to have sex.
She told me that my friends warned me not to get involved and I did. My one friend that knows her did advise me to "hit it and quit it" because she was messed up in the head and didn't know what she wanted.
Should have listened to him.
Now, I don't believe what she told me there because I know she had feelings...i'm not naive. But now I question everything else she told me and I think she IS messed up in the head. I wish her on no one. Regardless...I'm done with her. She can kick rocks.
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