Life Love

beach tribe · 05-01-2009, 12:04 AM

I remember.

I remember a long time ago, when I thought love existed. When I thought that it wasn't just the fairy-tail that it had become in my life. As I grew older, and over a decade had passed since I had felt that no holds barred, nothing matters but you, and her love. That REAL ,Killer, Above the world....LOVE. I had chocked it up to just another feeling, along with tons of other feelings that my age would never let me re-live

I have been with many women since the last time I had felt anything like this, and now I realize why I never settled for just being happy, and content.
I'm 30 yrs old, and 6 months ago, was engaged to be married. The girl was perfect for me, loved me, and 2 months from being married, I had to break it to her, that I could not do it. Either I was going to feel THIS, or I was going to die alone, and I had all but accepted, that I would be spending the rest of my life single, and was OK with that, because I thought that love was just another fairy-tail that you felt while you were young, and eventually faded into adult hood. Thank god..... I was wrong. I feel my youth being forced back into my lungs. I AM IN LOVE!!!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OVER 10 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I walk a little lighter. I carry a smile ALL DAY!!

I really had given up on it. I was prepared to go the rest of my life, and never feel this again. Let's be honest people, there's a lot of feelings that we will never get back, but being in LOVE is not one of them...Thank GOD.

She Is Absolutely beautiful too. I will make this thread worthwhile with pictures soon soon.

So I'm curious. Did any of you ever give up on love the way I did? I REALLY thought it was BS. I thought people just got married because they were tired of being alone.

PLEASE. If you have someone you love, tell me how it came about. I would love to hear it.

05-01-2009, 12:04 AM	Topic Starter
beach tribe Keep doubting J MFing Houston Join Date: May 2007 Location: ft.lauderdale Casino cash: $4748036	Love I remember. I remember a long time ago, when I thought love existed. When I thought that it wasn't just the fairy-tail that it had become in my life. As I grew older, and over a decade had passed since I had felt that no holds barred, nothing matters but you, and her love. That REAL ,Killer, Above the world....LOVE. I had chocked it up to just another feeling, along with tons of other feelings that my age would never let me re-live I have been with many women since the last time I had felt anything like this, and now I realize why I never settled for just being happy, and content. I'm 30 yrs old, and 6 months ago, was engaged to be married. The girl was perfect for me, loved me, and 2 months from being married, I had to break it to her, that I could not do it. Either I was going to feel THIS, or I was going to die alone, and I had all but accepted, that I would be spending the rest of my life single, and was OK with that, because I thought that love was just another fairy-tail that you felt while you were young, and eventually faded into adult hood. Thank god..... I was wrong. I feel my youth being forced back into my lungs. I AM IN LOVE!!!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OVER 10 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I walk a little lighter. I carry a smile ALL DAY!! I really had given up on it. I was prepared to go the rest of my life, and never feel this again. Let's be honest people, there's a lot of feelings that we will never get back, but being in LOVE is not one of them...Thank GOD. She Is Absolutely beautiful too. I will make this thread worthwhile with pictures soon soon. So I'm curious. Did any of you ever give up on love the way I did? I REALLY thought it was BS. I thought people just got married because they were tired of being alone. PLEASE. If you have someone you love, tell me how it came about. I would love to hear it.
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